*Your POV*
First we eat something and I have to admit it was really delicious. It was different and probably the best thing that I ate in a while. During the whole ride I kept watching the people outside..
I kept asking myself how these people are living and who they are.. so many.. kids, young girls, old women, guys and a lot more. Even the way they are clothing is completely different.. I like that.
I ask myself if I'll ever be like one of them one day.. if things will change or just stay the same.
We visit different shops and places. We stop wherever we find something that we like. I don't really remember the last time I had that much fun.
He's funnier than I thought and he's a better person than he shows. He's so overprotective and sweet that I can't help but love him. Whenever he saw someone staring at me, he got behind me because my skirt was too short.
I still think he's exaggerating about that but I don't want to make something big out of it.
He also kept staring at me and licking his lips but I jabbed him in the ribs with my elbow so he would stop because we were in public but he didn't stop.
Of course I'm not complaining about it but I'm still kind of shy and I need to get used to this. I mean I don't even know what we are. I don't know if we are in a relationship or not. I don't know if we are some kind of best friends or not.
I don't know if we care about this cousin stuff or not.. it's quiet complicated and I feel my stomach dropping when I think about it because everything seems so perfect and I don't want to ruin it with the reality.
So I just try to concentrate on the moment with him. It is how it is I think and I feel like I'm getting somewhere.. like I'm finally getting closer to him. It feels amazing to be close with him. The years of wondering about him were worth it. If he would know that I already fell in love before I knew him..
I don't know what he would think but I guess he would think that I'm a creep or an addicted freak, so I decide to keep it to myself instead of embarrassing myself in front of him again just like I'm doing it always.
So we're driving to get some food for dinner since we're not really set up to cook something at our new home and I bet mother is also hungry. Of course we don't forget about her. I smile when I think about her. All the things she's doing for me.. the things she did and is going to do. She never complains about anything.. she always nows how to handle complicated situation and I'm amazed by her.
She's probably very hungry right now still unboxing the stuff that came from our old home.. then I catch Ethan looking at me. »What?« I ask like something is wrong. He smiles. »Do you smile because you think of me? Shirtless? Touching you?« I laugh and turn his head back around to the road with my hand.
»Concentrate on the road.« I say still laughing. He's still smiling and I can't stop staring at him.
Then I lean back and yawn. »Are you tired?« he asks and I nod. I wish I could just crawl up into a ball and sleep right here right now.
Honestly it would feel so good under a clear sky and a good driver. And of course I'm tired after a day of shopping until the car is filled. We got so much stuff that I'm asking myself if I shouldn't have got anything with time. Maybe I don't have even that much space.
»Don't worry little kitten, we'll be home soon.« I get goosebumps again as he calls me like that. I really like it... I somehow feel like I don't really belong to him and I would like to feel like that, so every little cute detail makes me come forward to that somehow.
He starts driving faster further in the city.. I realize how it gets more crowded. He sun is setting and the lights are getting brighter. I like the city.. the cinemas, the restaurants, the shops and also the tiny places.
