*Ethan's POV*
»How did you find that out?« she asks with a shaking voice. I can't believe it. »The letters.« I say and she looks like she's regretting it. »Ethan.. you didn't tell her.. did you?« she asks panicking...
»No..« now she seems relieved. »Don't you dare to tell her anything..« she says shaking. »How could you think that I told her?« I clench my fists. »You're going to tell me everything.. and then you're going to tell her.« I say furrowing my eyebrows.
She has to know. I can't keep this to myself and she should hear it from her. It'll kill her. I know how much her father meant to her.
I know that this will destroy her.. I wish I could do something to make it unreal.
»You Don't understand.« she says really sad but my anger gets bigger. »Then explain me.«
She runs her hands through her hair and sits down on the chair under the shelf. I sit down on the other one and keep looking at her with furrowed eyebrows.
»It happened three weeks before our wedding..« she says quietly. I close my hands and run my hand over my face.. »I wanted to tell your uncle.. but I couldn't. He was too excited and too happy. I couldn't risk that.« she swallows.
»So you married him although you cheated and got pregnant?!« I Ask with a loud voice. I try to calm down knowing that Y/N is sleeping.. I don't get it. This is going too fast.
»It's not like you think.. I loved your uncle.. and I still do..« my hands are shaking.. if she wouldn't be my aunt.. if she wouldn't be the one who helped me through everything when I needed it..
I swear I would kill her. Maybe she did this all because she felt guilty.. »But William was something else..« I feel my veins popping up.. »WILLIAM?!« I scream and stand up. I'm losing my mind. She stands up as well. I'm going to break his neck.. they were hiding it all the time.. all the freaking time.. a neighbor.. he was acting like he's a neighbor.
That's why he got so excited when he saw her.. and I asked myself what a weird creep he is.. that's why she's been acting so weird all the time.. so anxious and mysterious.. I hold onto my head and almost rip my hair out..
»You.. cannot.. be serious..« I say strengthening my whole body.. and that's why she agreed so fast to come to Paris. If my angel wouldn't be sleeping I would scream the hell out of my lungs.
The tears in her eyes don't change anything.
I need to keep calm. That's impossible.
»I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to tell her so many times but I-..« I interrupt her. »Did my uncle know about this?« I'm about to break my jaw with the way I clench it. She looks at the ground and my jaw drops. »You didn't tell him.. he didn't know.. holy..« I let my head fall back..
I have enough. She didn't tell my uncle or Y/N anything.. she fooled them. I can totally understand why Y/N is so anxious, innocent and confused sometimes.. I could freak out. How could she keep this from her.
I can't believe it. Good we're keeping things from her as well.. but these aren't things that could change or destroy her whole life.
I turn around to leave but she grabs my arm. »Ethan no!« her voice cracks. I look at her. A tear rolls down her cheek. »How could you do this to Y/N? How could you do this to my uncle? Where is your heart?« I Ask her with a rough voice.
»And you're still talking to William.. I can't believe you..« she swiped her tears away. »I'll tell her.. just give me some time.«
Even if she'll find it out after years.. it won't make anything better. I know Y/N has a big heart.. a too big heart. She's too fragile. It'll destroy her whole life.. all her memories.. I won't be able to see her like that.
