I told Mia everything. She was....accepting?
She seemed fine. I told her it was a very drunken mistake, she understood...She said that she often heard Oscar pulling women into his room and that he was getting evicted on Wednesday week. God, I hated that son of a bitch..
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O n e w e e k l a t e r , f u c k e r
"And while your at the shops ge'me a pack of pads. I've ran out." I ask Y/N as ash is going to the shops.
"Why am I not disgusted by this?" Dan says.
"Maybe cause your not fourteen and it is life, women menstrate. Face it bruh, you wanna have kids, we gotta kill our eggs to do that. Oh an Dan, wanna come to shops with me?" Y/N sighs and stands to join Y/N. Just as they were about to close the door I bit into my bread and screamed out to them - "I SHIP IT."
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"hey sal, your pads are still closed." Y/N says leaving my room.
"You okay? Sad? Grumpy? Horemonal? Pregnant?" She says. I stop and look at her....she still doesn't know.
"Yes, Never, meh, kinda, and I don't know." I say. She looks at me.
"I know you've had sex recently. You always give off a..... vibe.... I wouldn't really be able to tell otherwise... I thought you'd've done it with Mia, and not a guy..... are you...?"she asks. I shrug and shake my head.
"I was drunk, he was drunk, I don't know." I say. Y/N pushes me over her tea and I drink it.
She opens the bathroom door, opens a cabinet and pulls out a small box labelled "Y/N Birth Control." She empties the box on the table to reveal it's full of pregnancy and ovulation tests.
"Orange is pregnancy, purple and green are ovulation." Y/N says.
I run to the bathroom and pee.
I walk out and sigh.
Y/N hands me a test.
I go and pee a little bit later....
In that time Dan came in.
The timer for the test goes off. Y/N takes my hand.
Now, do I want kids?
Yes
I live children. But now isn't a good time, and I'd like to have it with somebody I love. It could be Mia, it could be anybody.
And I dont want to know my kid was a one night stand that I walked out on. And having Oscar's child in itself would be much...We have...history...
I go to that bathroom.
Negitive, negitive, negitive.
Or positive, whichever works god.
Or Zeus.
Or oden.
Or hercule-
Just.... do whatever.
I look at the purple stick...
Its a line. Its one line.
One line.
One negative line.
I walk out to y/n exclaiming it to Dan.
They both stand up. I shake my head and start crying. They both run over to comfort me.
"I don't wanna go out. Can I stay home and eat more pizza?" I day crying they both nod and agree.
Why are my friends so nice?
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Panel // Daniel Howell x Reader
Fanfiction|| rewriting || "I am awkward, you are awkward, lets go out."