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67 life is a weird concept

SALLY SMITH SCRIPT
COMING OUTISH VIDEO

"When I was a smol girl, I had a crush. As many do. But I had never liked a boy before. I was never really liked someone like that before...
"But I always wanted to talk to him. Sam. His name was sam. But I couldn't emote my emotions to anybody. Nobody in my year. None of my friends.
I had no friends.

"But I really dearly liked Sam. And since I was without a friend I made one up. Maya. She had a personality. She didn't have a face, but... she was as real to me as I wanted her to be.

I imagined telling her about sam.

Soon I befriended sam. I told him about stuff me and Maya did. I told him about her "boyfriend" Rowan. And how he and him would be really good friends.

One day, sam asked me to a party with a few of his friends. Mix of male a female. He asked me. And I said yes.

I know your expecting me to say, "it was a trick, he brought me and laughed at me."

No. His friends were nice. I met a girl named Soairse. Its a weird name. Its pronoinced SEE - OR - SHA. She was so so nice.

Id get to school, id sit and chat with Soairse and Sam and Ryan and Jack and all of those friends of sam.

Maya kind of left the picture. My mind.

Sam and I got closer. Soairse and I became best friends.

Then saoirse started dating sam.

And I got over it.

I lost emotion again. I liked no boys. Nobody.

Now remember Ryan? Sam's friend. When we were about 16/17, I was at Sam's house with Saoirse, Sam and Ryan. We were playing, Fuck, Marry, Kill...

It came to Ryan.

"Fuck Marry Kill, Sally, Winona Ryder and Princess Diana."

"Diana, Kill... cos shes dead... Marry Winona Ryder, money money money... and Marry Sally.." he said and then he did this.  Now if your male, and you do this. Marry me.

So he rAISED HIS EYEBROW AT ME. And thats when I fell for Ryan.

Sam and Soairse being my best friends immediately knew. So ryan went to pee of whatever and they went full FBI on me amd were asking me.

"I ship it. Date him."

"That was so cute."

"Yes!"

I asnwered all these questions.

Then ryan heard.

I cringe at this now. But I was heart struck in the moment.

"Right back at you, Nerd." My nicname was nerd.

Ry and I dated to six years. S I X

I have four or five videos with him. From back in 2011.

Our "romance" left and turned into platonic best friendship.

We agreed on friendship.

We seldom spoke since....

Yes, I have tinder dated a few guys and girls since but only recently did I have a real relationship.

And it was great.

She was my best friend, but I have been a bit ...  down since, so we broke it off.

I won't name call or anything but please don't look for her. It was all me. Just don't try to contact her....

Alright.

Bye guys :)"