Not Mine (Completed)

Chapter 26

Wes' POV
Shit, shit, shit!!  What the eff just happened?!  What did I just do?!  What happened with just talking to Addy?! Once I got close to her, all my intention of talking to her  just went out the window. My head's a mess and I need a moment to figure out what's my deal.

I walked along the empty hallway,  distracted and lost in thought. Why is it so hard for me to stop thinking about Addy? She is just a girl I became friends with over the summer.  Nothing more.  So why am I so bothered by her? Oh God,  am I attracted to her?! Like,  for real?!  The thought of liking anyone fill me with horror. I never could have a relationship with any girl. I remember driving Layne crazy because I was such a crummy boyfriend.  I never called her when I say I would. I kept bailing on her. And I felt smothered when she kept telling me to go places with her. But it's different this time. I have this compulsion to be around Addy. It's weird. I want to be with her so much that I even kissed her.  Which was a bad idea and sent her on a loop. Why the hell did I kiss her. It was impulsive.  When I kissed her on the last 2 days of summer, I did that out of the blue.  But she kissed me back. And that kiss felt good.. So good that I went and did it again today. 

I really have to stop doing that.  I know I don't want a relationship with her.  Or anyone. But I couldn't handle Addy being with that British moron.  Are they together?  I mean,  they seem pretty close and affectionate. I saw them kissed a few nights ago.  Is she serious about the guy?  Well,  he is good-looking and she seems happy with him.  Since I'm not with her,  shouldn't I just leave them be? Addy deserves to be happy and she's happy with Matt. She should be with someone who makes her happy and wants to be with her.  I'll only hurt her. But why do I feel like crap thinking about Addy being with someone else?
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Addy's POV

I walked to Frankie's car in a daze. What just happened? Why did Wes kiss me? Like, out of the blue? What was that? Why so fickle? I was slowly getting pissed off when it suddenly dawned on me that he has no regard over my feelings at all. What the hell is wrong with him?! I feel so confused. What the hell does Wes want from me?!

When I got to Frankie's car, Layne's voice could be heard clearly as she was telling Matt to stop singing. I have to admit, his voice is so awful.Frankie was rolling his eyes and looking at his phone, totally ignoring the other two. When Matt saw me, he perked up and smiled.

"Yeay, Addy's here! Frankie, come on! Ice-cream awaits!" Matt cried as he waved at me. I couldn't help smiling and waving at him. 

Frankie looked up and looked at me like he knew something was up.  I just gave him a small smile as I got in the car.  After I closed the door,  Matt came up and poked his head beside my head rest.

"Hey babe.  Missed me? " Matt said as he grinned.  I chuckled as I looked at his profile.

"Hah,  you wish!" I scoffed and Matt pretended to look offended.  Frankie started the car and slowly drove out of the empty car park.

We had fun at the ice-cream parlour. Matt is a real weirdo and Layne has had it up to her eyeballs with his antics. She kept giving exasperated sighs. I had to laugh.  It cheered me up some.

"Hey Layne. I bet you won't beat me at foozball." Matt said as he smiled challengingly at her.  Layne narrowed her eyes and gritted her teeth. She stood up and grabbed him by the elbow.  Matt stumbled a little bit when Layne started to drag him to the nearby Foosball table.

"So,  what happened?" Frankie asked as he looked at me squarely in the eye. I sighed and proceeded to tell him what happened.  Frankie looked calm as he listened to me,  but I could see the surprise simmering around the edges.