Till Death Do Us Part

Running

         Zak looked me straight in the eyes and said something I thought I would never here him say. "I wish I would have just died that night in ireland!" I was shocked. Why would he wish that? I didn't even know what to say to that. "Is everything ok?" Aaron yelled from the other room. Zak and I just stood there looking at eachother. I could see that he was serious and there was nothing I could do. I was hurt. He walked away while I stood there as he walked past me. I was done fighting with him, I was done crying all the time, I just wanted the old Zak back.
 
      As I sat in Zaks office staring at a blank screen I began to feel the sadness that Zak had been experiencing. I than turn my attention to a picture on his desk of us after we started dating. Than all the good memories started flooding my mind and it made me mad. I started to see the old Zak as I stared at that picture and remembered that day as if it was only yesterday. "What are you doing in here?" I didn't look at him but just continued to stare at the picture. "Why didn't u tell me what u and Jeff talked about?" He rolled his eyes and went to walk away, I stood up, "Don't walk away from Zak!" He stopped, "I don't need this right now, ok so just drop it!" "Than when huh? When will u be able to trust me again?" "Don't even go there ok!" "Why not?" I approached him. He stood there looking at me. I could tell he was hurt, but so was I. "U have done nothing but push me away and now u r hiding things from me, so what is it, huh? What are u running from?" He didn't say anything but continued to stare. I rolled my eyes slightly and let out a sigh, "Fine!" I walked away and left him standing there with nothing but regret.