Feelings Explained

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MJ was in her trailer for about ten minutes until she heard a knock on her door

"Go away Georgie." She groaned

"It's not Georgie, it's Tom."

'What the hell' she thought to herself as she reluctantly pulled herself up to open the door. She backed up and let him as he closed the door behind him.

"I'm not coming back out there if that's what your here for." MJ said

"No, I'm here because I'm your friend and I care about you." He said

'If he was going to continue to be this thoughtful and caring, I literally won't be able to keep my hands off him' she thought

"Look. If you don't want to do the scene that's fine, we'll figure out something." He said

"You'd do that for me? But the directors-" she began before Tom interjected

"I don't give a f*** what the directors think. I care about you, and I'd certainly do alot more for you if I needed too." Tom replied

"But what will you do? will someone else come and do the scene?" MJ asked

"Haha no. Nobody would ever want to kiss me." Tom said

"That's not true." MJ said

"Really?" Tom said sarcastically

"I- I would." She stuttered but ended up turning around and looking away.

"But you-"

"It's complicated. I didn't kiss you because- I knew I wouldn't be able to act it very well. They would say 'oh thats good acting' when for me it wasn't. I can't explain how I feel for you, neither can I control it. I didn't want to ruin our friendship so I tried to keep my feelings to myself which I can't do very well." She said as she turned around facing Tom who had a mixed expression on his face.

"So you wanted to kiss me?" He smirked as he walked closer to her "But you didn't because of our friendship."

"Yes, plus I know you don't like me like that so I just deal with it. I won't even say anything more about it if you want, I want to keep our friendship because your one of the best people I've ever known." MJ replied

"You know what I think?" He asked as he walked even closer staring into her eyes. "I think your wrong."

"What- what are you talking about Tom?" She asked hesitantly, her breath hitching at how close his face was to hers.

"I like you." He stated "Alot, and there is no bloody way I can control how I feel for you. I become clammy and all sweaty just at the sight of you. I feel excited and scared at the same time. I don't know what to do, but at the same time I know exactly what to do. Your so beautiful, not only on the outside but within and I can't contain how much I want to kiss you."

"You what I say?" He continued "I say f*** the friendzone"

Before Marianne could do anything he closed the gap in between them. It took not even a second for her to respond, relaxing into the kiss. They both felt the passion at the moment their lips fit together. Both in sync, moving together, fitting like the missing puzzle piece each of them needed. Their stomachs that were in twists, and knots felt like they were untangling. As the kiss deepened, she moved her hand to his hair, tangling her fingers into his deep brown curls; while he pulled her closer with an arm around her waist, and the other touching her face just where her rosy cheeks held a blush. Months, tension relieved as they continued their passionate kiss. It to them felt as if the world had stopped, and there was nothing but their pink plump lips in motion, because they needed nothing else. They had each other, and that was what they needed, to fill in the blank that each of them had missing, to complete them. Eventually when they came up to breathe, they both grinned, and Tom had of course a smirk on his face. He wanted nothing more than to hold her in his arms, and that is exactly what he did, never breaking his eye contact from her boldfully oceanic blue eyes.

"I-uh-wow" Marianne stuttered as she looked into Tom's deep brown eyes

"Yeah." Tom replied

"So-uh" Marianne said "This is awkward."

"Yeah it is." He laughed a little "I have a question to ask."

"Yeah?"

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked stratching the back of his neck almost as if he was embarrassed to ask.

"What do you think?" MJ asked

"I mean I hope that you will but-" MJ cut him off by connecting her lips to his again. It was a slow, and sweet kiss but one that still had meaning behind it. She quickly broke away, this time leaving Tom shocked.

"Does that answer your question you dimwit." She said half laughing

"Yes. Probably." He replied laughing "So, shall we go out and tell them? I'm sure they are wondering where we are or mad at us because they want to get the scene done."

"Tell them?" MJ asked

"Yes, tell them. I want the whole world to know your mine." Tom said

"Possessive much?" MJ said

"Yes, they are alot of creepy blokes out there. Ones who would take advantage of such a pretty girl. If they even come near you I will beat their a**" He replied

"I appreciate the offer, but come on do we have to tell them now Thomas?" She asked

"Thomas? I like the way you say my name." He states

"Thomas Stanley Holland. Stop being a dork."

As she said that he walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her again staring at her. "Your Dork."

"Yes, I think you are MY dork." She said with a smile as she pecked his lips and walked away teasing him

"What the hell? That's not fair?" He shouted "Come on MJ!"

"Not unless you don't make me go." She said

"You know we have to go back out there! I'll buy you ice cream after!"

"Bribing me? Hmm, what type of ice cream?" She asked

"Ben and Jerry's a whole gallon of chocolate like you like." Tom said

"I don't know I'm not sure I can walk out there right now." She said teasingly

"Then I'll carry you." He said

"Are you sure you can?" MJ asked walking towards Tom near the door.

"Psssh I'm Spiderman." He said as if it was obvious. She rolled her eyes but reluctantly hopped on, loving this whole entire moment. They stepped out the door with MJ on Tom's back prepared to tell the world. After all, both of them could do anything so long it was with the other.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 28, 2018 ⏰

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