Who said a girl can't love again || Baekhyun fanfic

-sad past-

I woke up this morning full of energy , ready for another day , the sun was kissing my skin as i stood right in front of the big window after raising the curtains;i felt somehow refreshed

I completely had no idea why but i felt good , everything seemed to be going as i ever wanted, with Kris by my sides and my friends ,i felt euphoria for a moment when it was interrupted by the maid who obviously came to wake me up but found out i already was, she greeted me with a bow and told me that breakfast will be served soon , i thanked her as i entered the bathroom willing to take a shower to freshen up more . After the shower i got dressed and since since it wasn't very warm today and it was a sunday i decided on something comfortable and warm.

I've always been fond of comfortable things ,and when i felt ready i took a deep breath and went downstairs to meet my parents and Junmyeon already there settled , enjoying their breakfast,i smiled and greeted them "goodmorning everyone" , my mom kissed my cheek before pouring some orange juice for dad

"morning sweety" ,

i was eating when dad spoke suddenly

" i heard that my daughter has a boyfriend " , i was surprised and stopped eating , chewing what's in my mouth slowly ,

" let's talk later " he smiled and finished eating while i glanced at Junmyeon and mom ,wondering how dad knew , i didn't think it was a bad thing but i was surprised that was all , and i felt nervous because i was sure he will be calling me up after that to have a talk .

After breakfast was all done i sat on the sofa next to Junmyeon feeling very nervous and waiting for my dad

"Don't be nervous , he will probably ask you some questions that's all" Junmyeon finally spoke to assure me that i didn't need to be nervousawkward

"it's not something i expected because i never told him i had a boyfriend" ,

he laughed

"well , dad has his little birds you know",

i shrugged and silence took over the place quickly .

A few minutes later my dad called me to go to his office , i was still nervous as hell , i had no idea what my father would ask me , but one thing that concerned me is why my father would be interested in my love life when he never was .

Fluster rose up my dry throat and i started feeling anxious, i don't know why i had this bad feeling , my gut just told me so and it felt so weird .

By the time i arrived to his office i had convinced myself to be calm or at least try to, look calm, i knocked the door and heard my father mumbling" come in baby girl" ,

i entered the office and saw him drawning in papers , his right hand holding a pen he looked at me " come have a seat" he smiled saying as he put the pen on the desk . I went and sat down still feeling very nervous waiting for him to ask me about it .

"So , my babygirl has a boyfriend hasn't she?",

i nodded shyly and mumbled "yes",

"okay", he said standing off his seat to come sit in chair in front of me

"Well , i won't be asking you who he is , for the simple reason that i know who he is and it's reason why we need to talk darling " ,

My ears perked feeling heat travel up my face .

"Kris is not the right guy for you " he said looking me in the eye

it took me a few minutes to realise what Dad said , i was wondering if i heard right or not , as his words were spinning in my head it hit me , very hard and shocked me.

i felt like i got electrified or something like that "excuse me dad but why objecting our relationship ?",

i kept wondering what exactly would make him say this , waiting for his answer .

My father sighed and held my hands"i wish it was that easy to explain , but i will , you know about the cousins marriage right?", i couldn't help but blink at what he was saying

" But father , what does it have to do with me and Kris ?" i mentionned his name , Kris ,

" you and kris are cousins !" ,

here i go again , electrified with a negativity , i felt down , and i couldn't speak , i felt as if someone had hit me with a very hard stick causing me to fall down with no warnings , everything i had imagined with kris had chattered into little unfixable pieces , it was as if i was chocking out of drawning somewhere deep , i know about the cousins marriage but i didn't understand how kris would be my cousin , i recalled meeting his father one day but his father was neither my mom's brother , neither my dad's , then i remembered something i didn't think of . kris' mom !

Kris had told me once about his mother .she had died in a car accident when kris was two years old , he also told me that kris' father had met Mrs Wu back then in china when he went to help with the company there , and got married and had kris but never mentionned anything about his uncles or aunts saying he didn't knew even if he had any. i couldn't solve the puzzle , it was still ambiguis and impossible to imagine ,

" your mom had a sister who died a long time ago ,they weren't that close and each lived on his own , but they visited each other from time to time during special events before she got married with kris' father i guess, she had informed your mom that she got married and settled down finally but never came to visit after that until your mom had heard that she died in a car accident , Kris' father stopped her from coming to visit us ,and we ignored the reason why first ,but then we found out that it was because of us ,my dad who happen to be you grandfather had conflicts with Kris' grandfather , kris ' father of course knew about it ,and in order to keep your aunt by his sides he stopped her from coming here ,his love for her was grand and he made the decision to hide your aunt all this time and I know he would oppose to your relationship with his son , I would as well,I wouldn't want history repeating itself I will not let this happen ,forgive me darling" dad stood up letting go off my hands and leading to stand in front of the window then he took a deep breath and sighed probably knowing that it was too much for me to handle

" i figure out you love kris much to be that shocked to know all this " ,

Dad was right , he knew it well, everybody did , i was speechless , still unable to speak , tears flowing down , tears i couldn't hold , dad turned and opened his drawer getting something and handed it to me , i looked and it was a lovely looking decent lady in the photo smiling sweetly and genuinely , she looked somehow like kris , her eyes was his and his mouth as well , i knew then she was Mrs Wu , i took the photo and stood up not knowing how i managed to .

"This is not going to be a romeo juliette story honey , let him go" Dad turned to look at me with eyes full of genuine pity.

I couldn't talk so i dragged myself out of the office going to my room.

I entered my room , feeling empty as i never felt , threw myself on the bed still holding Mrs Wu's picture in my hand , and cried , tears falling down on my face , i couldn't stop , i couldn't hold it in or even bear it because i knew it was the end of my relationship with kris , i knew that it will be the death of me , i knew that everything i anticipated of a happy life with kris just faded away minutes ago .

hey read this silly chapter , reading this old story makes me think about how i sucked and how i still sucked in articulating stories gosh .

Be blessed !