Who said a girl can't love again || Baekhyun fanfic

-over grief-

She thought it was a dream , that morning when she woke up with a tight heart , she got dressed for the first half heartedly and left to her university , she had to attend two of her classes then leave to Kris' office , she thought it was a dream when she went in and didn't find him in his office ,her heart lept , it fell to her weak wobbly knees , her body trembled , she went out and asked the secretary where he was .

"Mr Wu left to China earlier today " she said with a relaxed tone .

Her heart throbbed , her world came crumbling down .

Haneul stood there for more than 5 minutes , she felt dizzy , everything around her flipped , she gulped tears forming , she nodded at the secretary and the lad left , leaving Haneul in utter shock .

Haneul went in his office again and closed the door behind her , Was he there just for a while? will he be away for so long ? She asked herself .

She flipped her perse on the desk epmtying it to find her phone , she picked it up , tears already on her soft cheeks , dialed his phone number and waited for an answer .

She got nothing . The number existed no more . Her heart lept again ,she dialed Suho's phone number , her fingers hardly moving on it , trembling without her own consent .

Suho picked up , but couldn't talk .

"Junmyeon" Haneul said , her voice broken , cracking .

"Where is he ?" she asked .

Suho couldn't answer , she already knew the answer but still denied it , she was going crazy ,he told her everything was going to be fine ,she cried now , throwing the phone on the ground , she cried out loud , her legs not bearing her , her soul leaving her body , her core shuddering .

She cried on the ground , shattered her heart was , confused her head was , she shook her head not able to believe it , she cried her heart and eyes out , she cried there until she couldn't cry anymore , until she could feel nothing , she was sitting against the wall , till on the ground ,her eyes puffy , her head leaning on the wall, her body resting on it , lump and tired , she starred into nothingness soullessly , the sudden sound of the door opening abruptly didn't even make her flinch ,she didn't even bother glancing to who it was .

"Neulie" Suho knelt in front of her , broken upon seeing his sister like that .

He called but she couldn't hear , he shook her but she didn't even respond .

"Neulie" Suho called again on the verge of crying , he never saw her that way , never in his life .

"Haneul please " he repeated it over and over again , She still thought she was dreaming .

Hnaeul heaved a sigh as if she carried the world on her back , she stood up leaving her purse and phone on the ground , she walked out the office , out of the company ,walked as Suho followed her with her phone and bag , he called up her name several times but she still didn't answer .

It broke his heart , how she took it .

She walked to her car , fiddled inside her pockets for the keys and got in and drove , she thought she had no energy to cry anymore but she did , all the way , in her car , she left to the house Kris took her the nights before , she parked and went in quickly , still looking for him in the corners ,she looked every room ,then she found a small note ' I'm sorry ' it said . How short , how insincere she thought ,how atrocious , what she was feeling .

She knew then , it wasn't a dream se told herself as she cried again , she thought that she'd never stop crying .

Realisation hit her , she wasn't supposed to stay in the house , the more time she did spend there the more she'd be hurt , she had no right to stay in the house either so she left home .