in which Haneul goes through emotional breakdown after a break up but ends up marrying another guy , she couldn't see herself more than a mere friend to him.
a Baekhyun fanfic
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Author's POV
As soon as Haneul hang up with Kris ,she felt empty,scared,clueless again especially because she had no clue how she would be able to survive without the person she loved ,she was obviously ruined ,tears wouldn't stop flowing ,her heart almost stopped the moment she heard his voice .It took her quite a while to regain her consciousness ,she wanted to meet Kris so much ,though she hesitated many times whether she would stop herself from breaking down in front of her boyfriend ,as if she was choked by someone, pained . She gathered the gut she has left and swallowed the lump of her throat ,wiped the tears off her eyes .Her eyes were looking for her car keys around the room,she grabbed them and went downstairs ,now she was determined ,if she was going to loose him ,she had to see him at least one last time ,she would want to hug him and feel his warmth one last time .
She was running in the stairs when Junmyeon saw her ,"Neulie where are you going?" He asked then called her name a few times but Haneul was too distracted and was in a rush she didn't hear anything, or maybe she heard but ignored him ,she ran all the way to her car and opened the door then got in, she was in a mess ,but she didn't bother thinking about something like that .
The photo of Kris' mother was in her pocket ,after taking a deep breath she started the car's engine fast and drove to the park ,all the way she had thoughts flowing in her brain ,messing up her brain,confusing her ,when she realized that she got attached to Kris incredibly , the thought of not having him beside her was such a torture .But she had hope still,it might be tiny but still, she maybe believed in miracles ,she believed that they might be able to settle things down but when she remembered what her father had told her in the morning that day ,she would take a step back with her thoughts, she would want to fight it ,but would she win against Kris' father or her father , Xavier , her father made himself clear enough , it was crystal clear he would oppose as Kris' father .
She arrived at the park and parked her car right near ,she rested her head on the car's steeling wheel and sighed ,her hands still holding it ,after a moment she grabbed the photo in her pocket and got out of the car ,locked it and went up looking for Kris .
Her eyes wandered around the park a few seconds , then she felt someone's hands on her waist , she swallowed the lump that formed in her throat , took a deep breath and turned , it was kris , her beloved boyfriend , as soon as they made eye contact he hugged her , tears started to well up in her eyes , but no , it wasn't the time to cry , she shouldn't break down again , she needed to tell him everything first .
After breaking the hug , kris asked her " what's wrong Haneul? , you don't look okay " ,
she averted her gaze somewhere else avoiding looking at him in the eyes , she couldn't answer , sher was trying to hold herself , kris lifted her chin
" your eyes are swollen , were you crying?" again he asked but she just shook her head not knowing what to say ,looking away almost choking .
Kris was getting impatient , he wanted to know what was wrong he wanted to know what had made her cry
" Haneul look at me and tell me what happened " , it was an order this time , and she couldn't help but obey .
They were both sitting on one of benchs in the park ; she told him everything her father told her , every detail her dad has mentionned that morning , she felt bitterness climb up her throat as she was speaking , , she didn't dare to look at kris .
The guy looked dumbstruck , you could tell from his face expressions that he was very confused , once she finished talking he shook his head , as if he was denying what he just heard.
" No , no way , that can't be true , i admit i never knew if i had aunts or uncles , but no , that can't be true " he sputtered.
" I wouldn't tell you any of this it wasn't sure " , she took the photo out and handed it to him " here , my father gave me this photo this morning " ,
Haneul sounded so down , so weak , she had no energy left to say anything , Kris looked at the photo , it was his mom in the picture , his mom and another woman , Haneul's mom , he knew her , they did look a bit alike , it was an indeniable thing, he held Haneul's hand in his as he turned to face her
" look, we can convince dad , he is not that bad , i mean he loved mom so much , he would respect the love we have for each other " he had her hoping again !
" Can we ?" she asked , " Can we really make him accept it ?" she hesitantly asked again , he nodded
" we will go to talk to him , both of us , tomorrow , i will come to pick you up , i am sure he wouldn't refuse " he brought her close to him and kissed her forehead " i hope he won't " she murmured against him
Although kris gave her hope, why was she doubting ? why was she still scared ? why did she still have a bad feeling about it ? she was wondering what if kris' father approved , would her father approve as well ?
She thought that she could persuade her father , after all he loved his daughter so much , and he would want her to be happy and the only way she would is being with kris , Haneul's thoughts was a mess .
Kris leaned , feeling the glimpse of her breath , they were very close , foreheads against each other , the boy leaned more to capture her soft lips against his .
" Don't give up as i won't , we will try everything " he said after breaking the kiss , cupping her face with his huge hands " i love you " ,he mumbled .
" I love you too kris , i won't give up " she uttered and looked in his eyes .
They apparently have forgotten that they were surrounded by people in the park , but not a lot of people took notice , they both didn't care anyways .
" Go home now and rest , and please don't cry anymore , i don't want to see you like this "he said and she nodded then left , she had a tiny bit of hope , love always gives hope , but would it last long ? That hope they both had , would it be enough to surpass what they were going through ? That was all she was thinking , but she will have faith in him , she will have faith in the one she loved .
Meanwhile kris went to his office , he was flustered , lost in thoughts , what will his father say after hearing their story , he knew his father enough but still couldn't tell , but he needed to make sure that everything Haneul told him was true , not like he didn't trust her , he just wanted to hear it from his father , he was getting upset trying to figure out a solution , he thought about asking his friends , he trusted Luhan so much , so he thought about calling him , he might be of a help .
