Meredith's Thoughts Volume 2

Ok Listen Mistake

So about my last part,
I know I said some terrible things. And sometimes that honestly how I feel. When I said I didn't give a fuck about you guys, it was my intestines talking. But honestly, sometimes when you guys don't care about my problems or don't seem like you do it makes me feel so so so horrible and makes me just not wanna care about your problems. It's just that when I try to talk about things to people and all I get is an okay or "K" or just a shrug, like that makes me not wanna talk to you about it anymore. I'm dealing with something totally new right now, and for the past couple months, and when people act like it's no big deal or whatever it makes me feel bad about myself. Not wanting to talk to you about some things isn't me hating you, it's me protecting myself and having me talk to different people about different things. So if I don't feel like talking to one person about something but maybe I talk to a different person about it, please don't be offended and just please respect my choices. And whoever you think it was about, they don't have anything to do with how I feel or whatever so don't be mad at anybody else, if you're gonna be mad be mad at me bro