Meredith's Thoughts Volume 2

Dress

I'm having regrets.
Big regrets.
Idk what to do.
I look horrible.
It's horrible.
The flower aren't even good.
It's super conservative.
It's not "flattering" or whatever the fuck.
God I just loved the blue one so much.
I should've gotten the other pinkish one.
At least it's better than this one.
And I'll be super self conscious the whole time.
Which will make my face super red,
And top it all off with my oily skin.
And I'm just so mad.
I don't know what to do.
I might just not wear it.
I might just not go.
Why did I buy that dress.
I've already had dress regrets once before.
Instead of my mom telling me it looked fine she yelled at me for crying and told me how ungrateful I was.
So once again,
My mom sucks.
I hate everything.