Today was stupid. So very stupid. I came into school feeling great because my hair was amazing and I hadn't seen people in awhile and it was gonna be good ya know? We walked around a couple of times which was good even though people were kinda right there. But I mean I think walking around is helping because I don't physically shake anymore so that's an improvement. Then things were fine until social studies, I mean obviously in math I would get annoyed but social studies was where I lost it. Like I was kinda starting to be okay with hanging out with Aidan again but now I want to throw a chair at him. Like he thinks he's so funny to make fun of me when the only reason he doesn't have any fucking problems is because he hasn't hit puberty yet and still has his high pitched voice and his tiny ass dick. And like I swear to god if he makes one more lesbian or gay joke I'm going to just pretend like he doesn't fucking exist. Then he goes on about how my face is red and just anything else that isn't perfect about me. Like he can go fuck himself. I still think that he's the snitch who told swain. But I can't even be a jerk to him because he has dirt on me about travis. But at some point I don't even care anymore. Tell the whole school, tell Travis I have pictures of it on my phone, I don't care because I'm not the one with a girlfriend so people won't be as mad at me than at him. Then mrs woodruff just made me feel the whole "everyone hates me and doesn't trust me" feeling again which is always great. And on the car ride home I cried three times and I don't know if I have the guys to tell max but I gotta man I got to. And my mom cut off part of her finger and I don't even.... whatever. And something else is annoying the absolute shit out of me but I shouldn't say. But honestly like UGHKHKHKHKHHHHH!!!!!! And I swear to god if one more person feels the need to ask me to wear something appropriate I'm going to throw a chair at them because it's my fucking body I can wear what the fuck u want and if you think something isn't appropriate why would you let me buy it?!?! Like shut up I never asked for your opinion. You wouldn't wear it personally? Cool. Well I do want to wear it. So suck it up.
And also people still don't care. I know mist do but some don't. So whatever. I never get to see you anymore anyways.
Life is so sucky.
And you don't even ask if I'm okay.
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Meredith's Thoughts Volume 2
RandomSo basically my other book had too many parts in it so I have to make volume 2. Exciting right?
