Missing

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Life is boring now man,
Like I used to think being "drama" free and just have normal easy days of happiness would be perfection. But it's not.
Without any excitement or anything interesting going on in your life it just makes the days long, boring, and a blur all at the same time kinda.
I don't really know what I'm feeling,
But I'm most likely only feeling that because I'm not feeling how I think I should.
I'm just bored.
It makes me miss Kelvin,
But not really.
I kinda feel like I want someone to talk with me and care about me and makes me smile when I think about them.
Which is lame.
And I know I get annoyed at that kinda stuff.
And I know my best friends will always make me laugh and care about me.
And I'll always put them first,
But it's in a way that's not the same.
Hopefully you get what I mean.
I'm trying to explain.
It's lame,
I know.
It's dumb to chase after guys,
But it's dumb to sit and wait.
Feelings are dumb.
Dumbness.
Dumb.

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