The Scar You Left Behind

Chapter 10: Dont lie to me Winston

Chapter 10: Don't lie to me Winston

Last night I caught Dallas and Kate, the whore. I hate her so much, but why don't I hate Dally? I still love him, and all I want is him here with me, am I crazy? I think so.
I go over to the phone on the night table and dial the number to bucks, Dal has called for me 3 times, but I didn't answer him. I should call him.
I dial the number and hear it ring, after the second ring I hear a drunk buck answer the phone,
"Hello?" He Asks
"Hey bucky" I say trying to sound happy
"Hey Amber" I can hear Dallas in the background 'THATS AMBER?'
"Bucky, is Dally there?" I ask
"Yeah he's right here hang on" he answers
"Amber?" I hear him say
"Hey Dal" I say, a tear comes out of my eye
"Hey.. I'm sorry Bambie, please you gotta let me explain-" I cut him off
"Come over" I say
"Come over? Ok, Curtis' house right?" He Asks
"Yeah, just come into their folks room, I'm in there" I say
"Ok I'll be there in like 5 minutes"
"Ok, see ya then" I say and hang up.
I look in the mirror and try to make myself look a little more presentable, I put my hair into a ponytail, and wipe my face,  under my eyes are red and puffy from crying all night.
I get back in bed when I hear Dallas coming to the door, he steps in and cracks half a smile, I can't help but do the same
"Hey" He says as he sits on the end of the bed
"Hi, so explain" I tell him
"Look Amber, I was down at Bucks drinking have some fun and she slipped something in my drink she had to! Cause I don't even remember walking up to the room, all I remember is hearing you scream and I woke up to her on top of me, I tried to get up to you but she kept pulling me back, I kicked her out of Bucks and went to the hideout, I stayed there last night" he says obviously distraught
"Oh Dallas. I'm sorry" I start
"No! I'm sorry" he says "I should've never let that happen, it'll never ever happen again, I love you with all I am and I hope you'll take me back" he says and for the first time ever I saw the toughest guy I know, cry.
"Dallas.... I love you, all night ive been crying and I realized that I wasn't crying because I hated you, but because I love you. Dallas I want to be with you, and when I saw Kate on you, I realized how easy you really can lose someone, and I don't want to lose you" I say whimpering at the last part
"Baby you never lost me, you'll never lose me" he says and we just sat there in each other's embrace crying. I love Dallas.
"It's just" I start
"What?" Asked Dally
"I dont think Johnny is all too happy with you" I say
"Oh shit, I should probably talk to him huh?" He Asks
"No just wait a while for him to calm down, he was real mad last night"
"Ok babe" he says and we lay there in bed and drift off to sleep, we stay there in bed all day, and when night came, we left to bucks before Johnny came back.
I don't know what to do about Johnny now, because I hear him talking to Pony and Soda this morning about how he'll never let Dal hurt me like that again, and I don't know what exactly he meant by that, but I don't think I'll like it.