Band Imagines

Ryden (6)

(Ryan's Pov)

I can't believe I actually agreed to play a show after so long hopefully people haven't forgotten me, I do hope a certain person will come since I'm preforming a song dedicated to him, hopefully he'll remember everything, is  it bad I still miss him? I peak out from backstage to see if I see him but I don't, I did invite him although his wife probably wont allow him to come since she knows what happened between us, I sigh and walk back into the dressing room to fix my hair before grabbing my guitar and walking onstage, wow there's actually a lot of people, I go to the mic stand and say "hello everyone, I'm glad you didn't forget about me, this first song is called Change I did with The Young Veins" people cheer and I begin singing. I'm on my last song of the set I'm about to say something when I see the familiar dark haired dark eyed boy walk in the venue, he actually showed, I smile to myself and say "okay, this next song is the last sadly but it has a special place in my heart, hopefully someone will catch on" I look at Brendon as I say that and he just gives me a confused look but I begin singing anyway, I make sure to look at him while I sing the song, I really hope he catches on. Everything is going great I'm half way through the song and Brendon is smiling at me but then Sarah walks into the venue my smile fades and Brendon looks at me with a worried expression until she stands next to him, he smiles at her and they begin talking. I soon finish the song and say "I feel like singing one more song, if you don't mind" I smile to myself and begin playing Where I begin, lets hope I don't break down, one of the main reasons I didn't want to sing this but oh well. As I sing I glance at Brendon who is ignoring Sarah and looking at me with tears in his eyes, why is he tearing up? I finish the song and say "thank you" before walking off the stage and packing my things up and leaving quickly, I was going to talk to Brendon but since she came I'm defiantly not, I get in my car and begin driving home, at least he showed up right. I get home and walk inside, it's always so gloomy here, I walk into my studio and grab my guitar, I sit on the floor and begin playing Cape Town, I don't think I'll be able to ever play this live I'm not quite sure how I got through Where I belong if I'm honest, as I play the song I begin to cry, really Ryan get over it what did you think would happen, he's married forget about him. I sit on the floor crying for about half an hour but I hear a knock on the front door, I don't bother getting up but the knocking continues for a few minutes, I get up I don't bother wiping my tears since more will follow, I open the door to see Brendon with tears, I let him in and close the door as I'm walking towards him he forces me into a hug, I hug him back and he says "I miss you Ry, so fucking much" I smile and say "I miss you too" he sighs and says "sorry about Sarah" I move away and say "why are you apologizing?" He sruggs and says "I just feel like I should but really I'm sorry about Sarah not only for tonight but everything"  I say "Bren no, don't way that, you love her" he shakes his head and says "actually no, I don't Ryan I love you not her" I look at him shocked, what? I say "Bren no, you're just saying that" he shakes his head and says "no, who's fault was it you left in Cape Town, Sarah's, who's fault is it I never contacted you or came to see you Sarah's, she's kept me away from you 'cause she knows I still love you just as much as I did back then" I start crying again accidentally, he says "Ry, please don't cry, look think about it, how is it possible I'm here" I srugg and say "I don't know" he smiles and says "she broke up with me" I look up at him and say "what, really?" He nods and says "yeah" I say "why?" He says "well, I wanted to talk to you after the show but she said no so I said I'll come see you and she just said that's it we're done" I laugh and say "what a bitch" he laughs and says "well, yeah" we look at each other for a minute but before I know it Brendon's lips are on mine, our lips move in sync for a bit before he pulls away and says "Ryan, I love you please be mine again" I smile and say "I love you too Brendon, yes I'd love to be yours again" he smiles and kisses me again before we go into my studio and play music together just like old times.