Band Imagines

Conor Mason (6)

Warning: mentions of depression and suicide

(Y/N Pov)
I wake up and look at my room and remember what happend last night, I had a another breakdown, everything is on the floor either broken or just lying there, most things broken though, I still feel the same, even a little worse, fuck I should just leave this world. I get up and get dressed before walking out the door to the cemetery near by. After a few minutes I get to the cemetery and sit against a tree "you know what fuck it all" I soon hear a voice say "are you okay?" I look up to see a cute brown haired boy, I say "honestly no I'm not" he sits next to me and says "what's wrong?" I say "I do the same stupid shit everyday and I'm just getting sick of it, this is my escape place but it can't even help me anymore" I notice the guy frown and say "I'm Conor by the way" I nod and say "I'm Y/N" he smiles and gets up before saying "come with me" I get up and he grabs my hand before waking out of the cemetery, where is he taking me? After a few minutes of walking we end up at a beautiful park, lots of flowers and trees, we sit down on a bench near some water and Conor says "this is where I go to escape" I smile and say "why where you at the cemetery?" He shakes his head and says "I go there too sometimes but it can get to gloomy when you're already depressed" I nod. We sit in silence for a little bit until he says "if I hadn't shown up would have committed suicide" I nod and say "yeah, next to the cemetery is a bridge, quite convenient isn't it" he nods and says "look please don't give up, I've only just met you and your seem like an amazing person" I smile and say "thanks, you seem quite amazing yourself Conor" he smiles and say "here let me give you my number, so if you feel like this again you" I nod and we exchange numbers, I laugh to myself and he says "what?" I say "I just remembered I trashed my room, most things are broken" he frowns and says "stay with me for a bit, until you feel better" I look into his eyes and say "can I?" He nods and says "yes" I smile and say "I need a change maybe it'll help" he nods and says "let's go" I get up and get hold my hand as we walk to his house. We soon get to a smallish house, he opens the door and we walk inside, he smiles and we walk to a room, he says "you can sleep in here" I nod, I follow him to his room and see 4 guitars two acoustic and two electric, I smile and say "you play" he nods and says "yeah, I'm in a band" I say "awesome, what's the name?" He smiles and says "Nothing But Thieves" I smile and say "I need hear you guys, what's your part in the band?" He smiles again and says "I sing and sometimes play guitar" I say "I need hear you" he smiles and picks up his guitar and says "this is our song called Soda" I smile and listen, his voice is amazing and the lyrics describe exactly how I feel. After he finishes the song and puts the guitar down and hug him, he says "are you okay?" I nod and say "yeah, that just describes exactly how I feel" he hugs me tighter and says "if felt like that a few years back but I fought though it and I feel much better now" I nod and say "well thanks to your help I've decided to keep going, you actually made me happy today" he smiles and says "I'm glad I could help you, it's getting pretty late I'll let you get some sleep" I nod and he walks with me to my room, we hug again before he says "goodnight Y/N" I smile and say "goodnight Conor" he closes the door and I get into the bed and quickly fall asleep, I may have just found someone to bring light back in my life.