Band Imagines

Jamie Campbell Bower (2)

Warning: Includes self harm and attempted suicide.

(Y/N Pov)

I wake up to hear knocking on the front door, I sigh as I get up and walk to the door, I open it to see Jamie, he smiles and says "hello" I roll my eyes and let him in, I walk back into my bedroom to pick out some clothes "we're going to the cemetery, alright" I hear Jamie yell from the living room, I smile and say "yeah that's okay". I get ready before walking back into the living room but I soon pulled into a tight hug, I move away after a second and ask "are you okay?" He nods and before walking over to the door, I grab my phone and keys before following him out the door, what's wrong with him today? We soon get to the cemetery and sit on a bench near the back, I look over at Jamie and see him lost in his thoughts, I sigh as I put my arm around him before asking "Jamie, are you sure you're okay?" He looks at me and says "why do you keep asking me that?" I sigh again and say "I don't know something just seems off today" he smiles and says "don't worry everything's fine okay, I'd tell you if there was something wrong you know that" I nod and say "I know, I just worry after what happened" I think back to the memory, it was a few years ago but I remember it like it was yesterday, I hadn't heard anything from Jamie so I went to his house, he didn't answer but luckily he had given me a key, it was too quiet but when I went into the bathroom it was the worst sight, Jamie was sitting in the bathtub, the water was completely red and his wrists were slashed, it was the worst thing I had ever seen luckily I found him in time, I don't know what I'd do without him, I'm snapped out of my thought by Jamie saying my name, I look into his eyes and say "sorry" he shakes his head and says "it's fine but don't worry, I wont do anything like that again, I promise" he pulls me into a hug and  I say "you better not, I don't know what I'd do without you" he holds me tighter and says "I'm not going anywhere".