Just BTS Things

Jungkook (angst imagine) pt. 1

(A bit of angst.)

Jungkook groaned in frustration as he followed behind you, into your shared apartment. "I don't understand what I did wrong," he shrugs.

You scoffed while running to the sink, rinsing off the spilled black coffee on your white shirt.

"You never understand what the hell went wrong," you spat while shutting the sink off and stomping upstairs into your shared room, Jungkook following close behind you.

You quickly took off the your stained shirt, tossing it into the laundry basket while digging in your dresser to find a clean one.

You slip it onto your body as Jungkook stared at you, anger filled in his eyes.

You and Jungkook were in a relationship, and there are obvious ups and downs.

There were more downs happening recently.

Noticing that in your relationship, you suggested a simple coffee date at the cafe.

But things went very, very wrong.

Just as you stepped into the line to order yourself a coffee, a man spilled black coffee all over your white shirt.

Apparently, Jungkook was afar from you. He laughed at the scene and held his stomach. "That was too funny! Hahaha! Good job mister!"

The man was frantically trying to apologized as you just smiled and shook it off, telling him it was just a simple accident.

Glancing over at Jungkook, you saw him flirting with the pretty cash register girl.

Although he is already in a relationship with you.

Anger filled in you as you watched Jungkook openly flirt. In front of you.

People around you started to stare and laugh under their own breath. You bit your lip to hold in your anger and stomped out of the cafe.

His words when he made fun of you stung you more than you have ever known. The words rang over and over in your ears and the scene of him flirting replayed many times in your head.

You sighed heavily.

"You know, why is it always me that has to be in the wrong? What about you?" Jungkook asks, obviously pissed off.

You scoffed. "All I did was walk into the coffee line. Does that seem like doing something wrong to you?!"

"You were flirting with that man who spilled coffee on you!"

"Flirting? You thought I was flirting?" You asked in disbelief.

"Yes, you were obviously flirting with him! You smiled, oh so sweetly, as he tried to "apologize"," he put up his fingers to make the quotations as he said 'apologize'.

You scoffed once more. "Oh, I was the one flirting? What the fuck am I supposed to fucking do you dumbass?! The man did it on accident. And you have no right to accuse me of flirting when you were flirting with the girl at the cash register!"

He cocked and eyebrow and showed a smirk. "Oh, you saw that? Good, I wanted you to see all of it as a mirror of what you did."

"Jungkook, why are you being so fucking childish?" You groaned and brushed your hair back roughly.

Although Jungkook was a bit childish, you always learned to deal with it. But now, he was just being immature.

He rolled his eyes. "I learned from the best."

Knowing Jungkook, he hates losing: especially in arguments.

"Maybe you should stop putting all the blame on me and be modest for once!" Jungkook yelled.

"Oh yeah, like that would make any difference," you sarcastically spat.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" He squint his eyes.

You stared up at him, gazing into his anger-filled eyes with the same fury and fatigue.

"Would it matter if I blamed myself all the time?" You asked, eyes slightly wavering. "You have no idea how many restless nights I've experienced because of your childishness. And you know what? I still blamed myself because I still love you."

He continued to stare down at you, his eyes never leaving yours. He clenched his jaw.

"Seeing what happened today made me blame myself even more. You flirted with another girl in front me: that visually means I can't make you happy anymore." You sighed as you knit your eyebrows together.

"Are you happy now?" You asked. "Are you happy I feel so pathetic and worthless?"

You finally broke your gaze from his and took a step back. You rubbed your arm as you made a final decision.

"Let's stop," you mumbled.

Jungkook scoffed. "Yeah, let's stop and have this continue all over again tomorrow-"

"No," you interrupted. "Let's stop everything."

He cocked an eyebrow. "What the fuck are you talking abou-"

"Let's break up," you finally spoke.

And with that, he became silent. He rolled his eyes. "Haha, very funny. Now stop with this bull crap-"

"Jungkook!" You yelled, and that finally caught his attention. You took a breath in.

"I'm done. I'm done with all the fighting you and I have been doing these past couple of weeks. We can't even have a normal conversation without screaming at each other's faces," you said while looking towards the wall.

You finally looked back at him. "What you did today really made me realize that I can't make you happy anymore. We can't go back to how we used to be in this state, I'm sure you know that too."

Jungkook didn't say anything, he just stared at you. Although he had a blank expression, his eyes showed a different type of emotion; you weren't sure what, though.

You sighed, maybe for the hundredth time today. "I'll be modest like you said. You can keep the apartment. I'll go live with my best friend instead."

You walked slowly, passing him as your shoulders barely brushed one another. "Don't worry, I'll be out by the end of the week. I'll sleep on the couch in the meantime," you said with no emotion.

As you walked out the room, Jungkook's tears finally fell from his eyes. He silently sobbed to himself and clenched his fists, his veins popping out of his forearm.

As the room door shut, Jungkook let out a scream. He sobbed loudly now and threw anything that were in his hands into the wall. He punched the mirror which made it crack to every corner.

He breathed heavily while withdrawing his fist away, feeling his knuckles bleed from the powerful impact.

He leaned against the wall and glanced around the room, staring at the chaos he created. He brought his hands to his face and sobbed into them, crying heavily.

Outside of the door, you heard all the noise Jungkook created. You were sitting against the wall next to the closed door as you covered your mouth to muffle your cries.

It was painful to hear his pain through his screams and yells. You just wanted to hold him, cradle him, and kiss him soothingly until he feels better.

Once again, you blamed yourself as you sobbed harshly. Your tears kept flowing, not seeming to stop.

"It's all my fault.."

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Wassuppppp.

I didn't really have anything to post cause the snapchat imagines are a lot of work so HERE YAH GO.

plus I've never done an angst imagine or oneshot before and I just wanted to try it out, SO THIS MIGHT NOT BE VERY GOOD.

anyways, ily my bebies. 💗