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Voicemail (Hoseok)

Scenario: you two broken up because of a heated fight and haven't spoken to each other since. He finally decides to call you after many, lonely and empty days without you.

The sadness Hoseok felt was dragging him deeper and deeper into a world of negativity. He lied flat on his bed, looking up at the white ceiling. He felt so numb and empty. The once sunshine and happy-go-lucky guy suddenly disappeared from his soul and was replaced with sadness and sorrow. He tried convincing himself he didn't know what was happening to him but he knew very well what made him this way.

You.

At this point in time, Hoseok had sent about a hundred text messages this week and you never replied. The anxiety and sadness was eating him alive knowing that something could be happening to you and the fact that you weren't his anymore.

He wouldn't be able to hold you in his arms at night, kiss your forehead in the morning, and see you smile for him only. The longing feeling just to hold you and never let you go made Hoseok close his eyes and frown.

He couldn't do anything to make amends with you and he knew that. As much as he could explain, he knew you would never forgive him for the things he's said to you. He was angry and agitated from a long night at practice and just snapped when your irritating attitude hit him. Looking back to the night of the argument would forever put a scar of Hoseok's heart.

The night he lost the most important person in his life.

Hoseok glanced over to his phone, debating whether to call you even if you wanted to hear nothing from him. He sighed and pulled himself up to a sitting position, reaching over to his phone and dialing your number. He brought the cellular device up against his ear, letting the phone ring. He closed his eyes when you didn't answer his call; but then again, he wasn't surprised either.

Please leave a voicemail after the beep.

Beep.

"Baby..." Hoseok spoke with his deep, husky voice. "I really, really miss you. I know you probably hate my whole existence but how can I blame you? After what I said, I'd hate myself too." He chuckled slightly, realizing how pathetic and stupid he sounded.

"Wow, I sound so stupid. I guess you probably think that too- if you ever hear this, that is. But, depending from the looks of the situation, I know you probably won't. But who am I kidding? I already know that you won't yet I'm still doing this..." Hoseok sniffled as he rambled on.

"Well, I'm rambling a lot, aren't I? I just miss you a lot... and, I still love you. I'll always love you no matter what. You were my everything and you still are my everything, nothing will ever be able to change that." Hoseok said, closing his eyes to keep in the tears that began to fall down his cheeks.

"I love you, (Y/N). This is goodbye. Forever." Hoseok removed the phone from his ear and pressed the red button, ending the call and finally letting the tears flow down his cheekbones. He bit his lower lip harshly, trying to replace that pain with the pain of his heart tearing apart.