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Voicemail (Jungkook)

Scenario: you two broken up because of a heated fight and haven't spoken to each other since. He finally decides to call you after many, lonely and empty days without you.

Jungkook swallowed harshly as he used his last bit of energy to lift the 150 pound weight above his head and back down at its original place on the rack. The sweat dripped down his tan skin as his chest heaved up and down in heavy pants. He lifted his hand and wiped his jaw with the back of his hand, grabbing a nearby towel to wipe the remainder of his sweat.

Jungkook's shirt was drenched in sweat as he stared at himself in the mirror. The ends of his faded red hair sticking to his skin while his eyes were burning with furry. He couldn't handle the fidgety feeling he was getting; its all because of you.

Jungkook pokes his tongue against the inside of his cheek and quickly grabbed his phone while heading out of the weight room. He ran out of the building, deciding to go for a run. It was late at night, so no one would be able to see him, but he probably wouldn't care much. All he cared about was getting you out of his head.

Jungkook sprinted to wherever he was going, pushing his legs to go faster and to go harder with every single step. His arms swung besides his body in sync with his legs, his panting becoming heavier and heavier. He'd rather feel physical pain than this unbearable pain in his heart that will probably leave a massive scar. He didn't want to deal with it.

Jungkook ended up in a park with dim street lights; the park where you and him would always go. Jungkook heaved a huge breath before screaming and tripping over. He rolled on his back with big, heavy breaths lingering in the silent air.

He couldn't take it anymore.

He grabbed his phone that fell when he tripped and immediately went to look for your number. Still saved as 'my baby❤️' Jungkook clicked on your name and brought the phone up to his ear, his pants still there due to his extremely heavy exercise. He waited a few rings and closed his eyes, sighing when the call immediately went into voice mail.

He opened his eyes, realizing something. What could he even say to you? Apologizing probably wouldn't do any good since he knew a simple sorry wasn't enough to heal up all the damage he created. He was plucked out from his daze when he heard the call move into voicemail.

Please leave a message after the beep.

Beep.

Jungkook fell silent. He cleared his throat and finally spoke. "Um... hi," he greeted into the device. "Uh..." he tried to find the right words to say but pursed his lips, figuring that wasn't the best choice to choose. "Fuck it. I know you're mad, and I know I'm the last person in this universe you'd want to hear from, but I just..." he paused. "I'm sorry and I know I'm a fucking idiot. You certainly don't have to tell me twice."

He sighed and stared up at the dark night sky. "I love you— although I-I know you don't... love me back," he forced the words out of him. "Well, I hope you find someone who will give you all the happiness in the world."

And with another pause in his voice, he quickly hung up the phone. He didn't want to say goodbye because he'd knew he wouldn't be able to handle the pain.

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