Just BTS Things

Taehyung (werewolf) pt. 5

~Previously~

"I want you to stay here with me. You'll be safer here from those men and they won't be able to find us-"

"Tae.." she spoke up.

I blinked. "Yes?"

"Namjoon said I have to leave tomorrow morning."

I blinked and stared at her in disbelief. I felt my heart- even the whole world shatter.

"W-what?"

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I didn't want to wake up.

Because I knew I would only regret letting her go in the first place.

My eyes slowly open as the light hit my half lidded eyes. I rolled to my side to see nothing but an empty space besides me. I closed my eyes again, imagining the blissful yet almost unrealistic night with her.

"W-what?" I stuttered.

She smiles, almost sadly to me. "I'm sorry, Tae."

I only blinked, swallowing harshly. "When did he say that?"

"He told me after dinner," she confessed, refusing to stare up at me.

I stared at her, not sure how I should be feeling. Did she not want to stay anymore? Did she really want to be free from us? From me?

"Tae," she called out.

I knocked out from my day dream and stare up, meeting her beautiful, mesmerizing eyes.

"I'm sorry. I really want to stay, I really do. But I can't stay here anymore-"

"Yes you can," I interrupted her. "You're safer here with us. I don't care what Namjoon hyung says, it's your decision."

"But I need to leave, Tae." She sighed and looked down. "I do love it here, and I loved how your brothers treated me so well, especially you." She reached out to grab my hand and held it in hers.

"Then why do you have to leave?" I asked her, gripping her hand back. "Why can't you stay here with us? With me?"

She shook her head. "It's not as easy as it seems. Namjoon and I discussed that it would be better for me to leave so that you and I can both be safe-"

"How will I be safe without you?" I asked, my voice almost trembling. "How will I survive without you?"

I looked down at our hands, gripping hers tightly. "I don't want to let you go. I need you in my life.." I stared back up at her. "I love you, (Y/N)."

I cuddled up behind her, burying my face in the back of her neck. Her sweet scent lingered in my nose as I held her closer to me with my arms around her waist.

She holds my arms that are around her waist as she sinks deeper into my embrace. "Tae.."

"Don't say anything," I mumbled into her soft hair. "Don't move. Let's just stay like this."

She stays silent and leans closer to me, closing her eyes. I closed my eyes as well, trying to stop the tears that threatened to spill out. I just wanted to sleep with her in my arms forever. I didn't want to let go. I wasn't ready to let her go.

Soon, I fell fast asleep in order to forget about the reality that crushed me.

(3rd person POV.)