[Dec. 10, 2019 #1 in JBFF]
The bad boys always want the good girl to be bad for them but what happends when the bad girl wants the good boy to be bad just for her?
"You are way too good," she said to me.
"Way too good?" I asked, raising my eyebrow...
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In the evening of the next day I stood in front of my mirror, holding one dress on my left and the other on my right hand. I held the one dress in front of my body and examined how it looked like on me and when I didn't like it, I took the other dress and then another one and after that another one. After my 9th or 10th dress I sighed, frustrated that I couldn't find the right dress and then I threw all the dresses on my bed.
I literally hated knowing I had so many things in my closet but I never knew what to wear. Especially on days like these, when it was so important for me to look better than just good.
The party wasn't even that important to me. The most important thing was that I was going to see Justin again and when I did that I wanted to look amazing and I wanted him to think that I looked amazing after all this time we finally saw each other again.
I was extremely nervous for that exact moment. Everytime I thought about seeing him again, I got butterflies in my stomach and the nervousness inside of me rose. Maybe that was the reason that I wasn't thinking clearly and that clouded my decision on what I wanted to wear tonight.
Thank God I had an amazing best friend who helped me and picked something out for me. It didn't even take her as long as it took me. She just reminded me that it was a simple house party that we were going to and not some club ot whatever and there was no need for me to be overdressed, which was true but I wasn't even thinking about that.
Funny how it was always about impressing boys right?
Normally I wouldn't really care what everyone thought about me and what I looked like but it was an exception this time, I had no other choice.
After the outfit problem was settled, I went on with doing my make up and my hair and after an hour and a half, with a lot of distractions in between, I was finally done with everything and in my opinion I didn't do all bad and looked alright.
I made my way to the living-room to join Juliana and her boyfriend Aaron, that she had invited to the party as well. It was the first time that I met him and I was very excited to get to know the person that had my girl head over heels for him...
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Aaron and I got along very well. We talked about so many things and during the whole time he was super nice and friendly to me. He was so easy to talk to, very outgoing and confident too and I totally understand what Juliana saw in him.
From all my heart I hoped that Aaron was going to make Juliana the happiest she could be. After all those years she just deserved somebody (besides me) who made her this happy. They looked like they were happy with each other and seeing them together like that made me want to have something like as well and I wanted it with Justin. Hopefully tonight I would get me some answers...
