[Dec. 10, 2019 #1 in JBFF]
The bad boys always want the good girl to be bad for them but what happends when the bad girl wants the good boy to be bad just for her?
"You are way too good," she said to me.
"Way too good?" I asked, raising my eyebrow...
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Justin just kept staring at me and I stared at him back not exactly knowing what to say next. I took a step fowards to enter the room. Closing the door behind me, I leaned against it, leaving a big space between us because I had no idea how close I should be standing to him at this point.
"You're back," Justin said, breaking the uncomfortable silence between us.
"Yes, I arrived yesterday," I responded quietly and maybe a little bit less confident but I knew that I needed to built that up if I wanted everything to go well.
"Did you have a good flight?" Justin wanted to know and when I shook my head yes in reply, he smiled at me and I melted a little bit inside. "Are you okay?" He wanted to know next.
I sighed and ran my hand trough my hair as I looked at the ground. "It depends."
"On?"
"If we are okay," I said to him and looked up again to look him into his eyes.
"We will see after this conversation," he replied and then he waved me over to him and patted on the spot next to him. I made my way over to him and sat down. Nobody could possibly understand how great it felt to be this close to him again. I took a moment to appreciate this moment and his presence. Gosh, I missed him so much. "I'm the one who hurt you, so I guess I should start."
Justin stayed quiet for a little bit, sighed and took a deep breath before he started talking, "I'm so sorry Loyce. I was being stupid, hurting your feelings. I wasn't honest with you about a girl who didn't even mean as much to me as you did and I realized that when it was too late. I never meant to hurt your feelings," he apologized to me and I had to be honest, it felt so good to hear that come out of his mouth.
All this time I was mainly wondering if he still wanted to talk to me or if he wanted anything to do with me after all but at the end my thoughts turned out to be completely wrong.
It was over now with being scared and not knowing what was going go come next because to me it looked like everything was going to be fine now, even if he had probably not said everything he wanted to say.
At the end of the day, it was such a relief, knowing that he did care and that took my feelings into consideration and that he wanted to make things right with me.
"Even though me and Eva never had sex or anything sexual it was not right to mess with you and Eva at the same time, I don't even know why the fück I did that, I'm not even like that," Justin carred on and stopped himself midway as he shook his head at himself and ran his hands through his hair. I wanted to hug him so bad but I stopped myself because it wasn't the right timing for that now. Or least to me it didn't feel like something I should be doing. I wanted to wait a little bit longer. "I think for a moment I thought I could have every girl that I wanted, so being with the both of you just gave me confirmation. But that doesn't make it right of course."
