[Dec. 10, 2019 #1 in JBFF]
The bad boys always want the good girl to be bad for them but what happends when the bad girl wants the good boy to be bad just for her?
"You are way too good," she said to me.
"Way too good?" I asked, raising my eyebrow...
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"Are you ready baby? We need to leave," Loyce said, sticking her head into the living-room through the door to call me.
Today was finally the day we were supposed to fly to Seattle and the day I was going to meet a part of Loyce's family. It was a big day for me and even though we were not gonna be there until a few hours, I was very, very nervous already. I could not judge how it was going to turn out because I didn't know any of her siblings at all.
Loyce already told me that her sister was patiently waiting for and couldn't wait to meet me and that kind of gave me a good feeling and made me a little bit less nervous because it would have been worse if she didn't want to see me at all. We were just going to see how it was going to go.
It was 9 in the morning right now and our flight was gonna depart in two hours, so it was time for us to leave. Juliana had stayed the night at her boyfriend's place and the two of them were going to meet us at the airport.
"Yes, Amir is waiting for us downstairs," I told her, getting up from the couch and taking my suitcase and all my other things so that I could leave the room and go to the front door and wait for her to be done.
Loyce checked one last time if everything was alright in the apartment and once she was done with that we both left her apartment together and headed to the ground floor.
Outside, Amir stood by his car, already awaiting us and he helped us getting our stuff in the back of his car before we all got in and he started the engine.
It was going to take us around 20 minutes to get to the airport. I wasn't talking too much, Amir and Loyce were doing all the talking. I was not quiet sure what they were talking about because I was not really listening anyway. I looked out of the window and took the time to go through everything in my head again.
I had enough time to prepare myself for this day and for the moment I was going to meet up with her siblings. Especially with her sister, because I was going to have the most contact with her and I wanted to do everything to impress her. It was very important to me and to Loyce as well and I didn't want to disappoint.
I was probably stressing too much. It was most likely not going to be as bad as I thought it would be. The conversations that I had made up in by head were never going to go like that anyway, I couldn't really prepare myself for what was going to come and what was expecting me that's why I needed to stay calm and focus so that I wouldn't fuck up.
I just needed to be myself. I was very confident, that was a fact but there were still situations were I got insecure and shy as fuck because there was a time in my life where this was all I knew. I'd change so much and I was proud of that and proud of what kind of person I was so I needed to show that side of me and not fake anything.
