Spending time with the badass

Secrets Learned

Peyton

I woke up and grudgily put on my clothes not ready for the day to start because I knew that I was going to be called names. I just had to be stron and not care what the other people thought I just needed to let it go hell everyone makes mistakes when they are drink an who are they to judge they usually run around jumping the bones of the first person they see that's right I am not a whore I am a good person all I did was dance like a hoe which isn't really that bad just a little bit of grinding flippe I look worse than it was .

Early morning pep talk check

As I headed I school I kept givin myself pep talks and kind words that seemed to work at the moment that is becaus e as soon as I stepped a foot in that high school all my new found confidence drained .

I couldn't take my eyes of it . all over the lockers were flyers with the picture and the words " Virgin Mary turned desperate whore" I could feel the tears trying to make there way to the front of my eyes but I knew I couldn't give them te satisfaction and I didn't want to cry and show that I'm weak

So I strutted through the halls more like waddled but not the point with my head head held high trying I show them that it didn't bother me when in reality it was killing me It took every inch of my body not to start throwing things through the hallway at people with rage and tears but I did it

I walked by evil Candace and she winked at me befor saying " I didn't think you had it in you but apparently you've had a lot in you if you now what I mean .. slut "

I just turned my head and walked away don't result to violence don't result to violence it will all be alright I tried calming myself down when I spotted Elli is anything she would be able to cheer me up I don't know how I was going to go through the day.

She walked up to me with rage in her eyes " I am going to find who did this honey are you okay"

Why lie it's just Elli I looked at the floor " no not really""

She lifted my chin up " everything is going to be okay do you want to skip school we can go chillax at home if you want"

I looked at her and tempting almost took it but decided against it " no I don't want to let' whoever did this win I just want to try and go through the day like nothing's wrong lets just go to class and hopefully it will get better " Little did I know that I was absolutely wrong

Okay hubby no one will think less of you if you leave and if u odd decide come and get me and we will leave immieadiatly okay"

" Okay see you Ellie "

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So so wrong by lunch break I was almost in tears from the hatred of people for let them bring you to there level I was about to burst people had been name calling and being dicks all day and it kept getting worse I say down by Elli about to take her up on her offer and she must have known it too because she stood up on the table and chunked her lunch tray down making a big noise as it clattered around

Everybody looked at her. " what are you doing elli" I ask whispered

"Just hold on"

"Attention everyone can you please get the penis out of your asses and start thinking clearly whoever did this when I fin out who and believe me I will is going to be wishing they had never messed with my best friend do you guys honestly believe she is a slut or are you just projecting what you thing about yourselves onto her oh my bad she was grinding on a bunch of guys she's terrible"

I have her a look and she held out her hand "its okay just wait" then she went back to her speech

" while she was grinding how many of you we redoing the same thing or most you even were prolly already upstairs having sex maybe even with a stranger most of you are having dirty thoughts right now so if you could keep your nasty ass mouths shut and stop being hypocrites you would realize that by calling her a whore practically makes you the dirty prostitute scum from the streets so shut the fuck up ... " It got quiet " thank you now you may go back to eating"