Secrets In Love: Chardre (Sierra Lavish)

Chapter 8: Heartbroken

Charlie's POV:

Leo laughs as I tickle him to the ground. His laugh makes me blush. I want us to stay laughing like this forever, but we cant.

"Stop!!!" He yells, laughing while crying. I kinda feel bad, so I stop tickling him. He sits up and takes a deep breath.

"You... surprised... me... so... much." He says in between breaths, still giggling. He looks so cute right now. We both stand up. Leo wobbles a little and grabs onto my waist before falling. I grab him and put him over my shoulder. He starts kicking and laughing.

"Where are you taking me?!" He says in a weird movie voice. He sounds kind of like Darth Vader and Harry Potter mixed.

"You can't walk, so I'm going to carry you to the living room..." I don't know if I'm aloud to call him babe or baby, so I asks.

"Can I call you babe or baby?" I ask him after sitting him down. I give him the smirk that makes him blush, which is so attractive. He blushes, per usual, and then sits there thinking.

"Sure, babe." He says and pulls me down on the couch. I laugh and scoot closer to him. My heart's racing a million miles per second. I put my arm around Leo, I know he loves that.

His hair covers part of his face. Its so sexy how its parted and it fits him perfectly. God, he's so sexy. I think to myself.

"Oh, I'm sexy? Is that was you just murmured?" Leo asks my with a sly grin. I must have said that out loud.

"Wwhhaatt??" I say, pulling him closer to me. I could feel his heart beating faster. It makes me smile. If only I could tell him my secret.

"Well, I think your sexy, too." He says to me. I can feel his breath on my neck as he rests his head there. I get goosebumps. He looks up at me and smiles.

"What?" I ask him. His eyes look as if they are being drawn toward me. I feel my face get hot. I'm the luckiest person alive. Leondre Devries is my boy. He's all mine. I start to feel sick.

"Are you okay, Charlie? You look like you've seen a ghost." He says, sitting up and lookin confused.

"What the fuck am I doing?" I ask. "What are we doing?" Leo looks heartbroken and I feel bad, but I'm confused, too.

"What do you mean?" He asks me with a croaky voice. I look up at him and he is trying to hold back his tears.

"We're not gay. We don't know what we're doing. I don't even know you that much..." I start to say. I look into Leo's beautiful brown eyes that are all tearful. I start to feel my eyes tearing up, too.

"I don't know why I brought you here, or call you my boyfriend. We are just friends..." I say, trying not to cry. He obviously gets the message. He sits there crying for a few minutes and then looks up. He looks so scared and defenseless. I want to hold him and tell him that its all going to be okay, but I can't.

He soon starts to look mad and stands up.

"You're right. I'm not gay and you sick faggot made me believe I was!" He says to me. I can feel my eyes fill with tears. There is not trace of sympathy in his eyes, only hatred.

"I thought I loved you, but you played sick mind tricks on me! I'm not a fucking gay faggot! That's you!" He says, turning around. He looks like he's about to grab his phone, but then stops.

"Where did you put my phone?!" He asks me. I didn't take his phone. The last place he had it was the park... Oh, shit! The park is right in front of his house! I think.

His face turns fearful while he was looking for his phone. He searches through my whole house, saying 'Oh, please God, no' the whole time. I want to help him look, but whenever I stand up, he glares at me.

After searching for and hour, Leo grabs his bag and just leaves. When he's gone, I burst out in tears. Why am I so stupid?

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