Secrets In Love: Chardre (Sierra Lavish)

Chapter 9: Disowned

Leo's POV:

I leave Charlie's house and start crying. His words are still in my head.

"We're not gay."

"We're just friends."

I feel weak as I walk to the park. My phone has been gone for over an hour and I have no clue where it is. I hope its still on the bench. The bench where Charlie said that he loved me, right before ripping my life apart. The bench where I realized my ex was as much of a fag as... Charlie.

Here I am, filled with hatred all over again. He is such a bitch. I can't believe I thought I was gay for that waste of a person. He was right. I'm not gay. I will never be gay. Stupid hormones.

As I near the bench, its obvious my phone isn't there. Shit! Someone must have taken it, but who?

"Leondre Antonio Devries!" I hear my dad, Antonio, yell from behind me. Fuck!!!

"Hi, dad..." I stammer as I turn to face him. Why isn't he at work?

"Are you looking for something?" He says as he holds up my phone. I can feel myself getting paler than I already am. He must have taken it, but how?

"I went for a nice jog this morning, and saw this lying on the bench. I didn't think anything of it until you got a message..." He says to me. He looks really angry, but I try playing it cool.

"Who was it from?" I stutter. Hopefully, it wasn't...

"A boy named Charlie Lenehan." He says. I go numb. He must have texted me while he was walking ahead of me...

"Do you know what thew text said?" He asks sternly. I slowly bring my head down. I already know what it said.

"The fucking text said 'I love you'! What the fuck is this, Leondre?!?!" He asks and I start crying. He backs up and throws my phone at the ground, stomping on it repeatedly. I am standing here crying. I'm so scared of what he will do to me.

He walks up to me. My body shivers with nervousness and I try to stop crying.

"You aren't my son. You are a gay faggot who doesn't deserve the name Devries." He sternly whispers at me. I wait for him to turn and walk home, but he steps back and I feel a terrible pain on my face. He slaps me with all of his force.

I burst into tears and run away from him. I run with my eyes closed and full of tears. I run as fast as my legs can take me. When I stop for a breath, I look up.

"Hello, hello. And who are you?" This scary looking guy with tattoos all over his arms and neck says to me, looking me over from head to tow. Before I can answer, I feel the sharpness of a knife dig into my stomach.

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"H-h-hel-help!" I try to scream, but they creepy guy left me in a scary alley about an hour ago. Blood is still running out of my wound. This girls comes jogging by and I ask her for help. I sound like I'm already dead. She screams and dials what I think is 911.

I feel my eyelids getting heavy. All of a sudden, everything goes dark.

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I wake up in a small white room. I hear something beeping, so I look to my left. Its a weird machine that's tube runs all the way down into my arm. What the hell happened?

A nurse comes in and sees me.

"Oh my god! He's awake, guys!" She says out the door and soon a whole bunch of doctors and nurses fill the room. They all have big grins. Suddenly, everything comes back to me.

"Fuck." Is all I say. I don't know what else to say. I can't ask for anyone. My parents already hate me, and my boyfriend does, too. Oh wait, he's not my boyfriend anymore.

At this point, I don't care. I try sitting up, but one of the nurses lied me back down.

"Sitting up isn't good for you right now. Do you want to see any parents or anyone? We also need your name and age." She says nicely.

"Charlie..." I say. She looks confused.

"Is that your name? Is that a parent's name? Maybe a brother?" She asks me. I shake my head. It is hard to talk, but I try anyways.

"Who is he?" She asks, looking confused again.

"Charlie Lenehan...My- b- boyfriend." I say. I wave of relief comes over me. Fuck, I am such a gay. I think.

"Oh." Is all she says before walking toward the door. The other people already left at this point. I look at her with confused eyes.

"I'm just going to check if anyone by that name came to visit. I'll be right back." She says and walks away, leaving me in this small room by myself. This gives me time to think. What if he doesn't want to see me after our fight? I feel like such a bitch! I think to myself.

The nurse walks in a bit later. Her face is pale. She slowly walks over to my hospital bed and sits down.

"Are you sure your boyfriends name is Charlie Lenehan?" She asks me. I'm so confused. That's what I said, so yeah.

"I'm positive." I say. My head is starting to hurt. She looks sad for some reason.

"Charlie Lenehan came into the hospital a few hours ago..." She says. I'm full of relief. I smile a huge grin.

"Can I see him? Did he leave a number?" I ask, excitement over taking me. So he does care. She looks down and I can see tears fill her eyes. What's wrong with her?

"He came in from an ambulance. He tried committing suicide with an overdose. He is unconscious right now, but things seem to be going well..." She says to me. I immediately burst into tears. Why would he do something so stupid. Its all my fault.

My head spins in circles until everything goes black, again.

Sorry for ending the chapter like
this. Hope you read the next one!