A Kind Soul With No Purpose [Complete]

Chapter 17. Mysterious Dream

Killua

I can't sleep.

All I have been thinking about is this Gon guy that Alluka told me earlier this morning. Is he nice? Rude? A cold-blooded person like me? Many things are going through my mind that it hurts.

I don't think that falling in love with a guy is possible. To be fair, I have no clue what my sexuality is. Gay? Bisexual? Or straight?

Man, why am I asking myself so many questions over stupid things that I can't even answer? I'll just have to find out some other time when I go to school tomorrow since I can't find it right now.

Closing my eyes slowly as I was staring at Dimond, who was sleeping peacefully. Finally, I was able to fall asleep in bed.

Dream:

It was a late night. Taking a calm stroll alone in the park. Wearing my black soft sweater that is nice and warm. Looking up at the sparkly stars above, twinkling around the bright moon, shining up the whole sky in the pitch of darkness.

Breathing in and letting it out to see the cold breath in the air.

My body started to shake in the freezing cold. I should've brought a bigger sweater to wear. The more I walked, the colder it gets. So I just stood in place, in order not to freeze to death.

Looking down at my legs that were now shaking, they were colder than my arms with only one layer of clothing.

As I looked up from the ground, I see another person approaching me in a distance. He was wearing all black, his hair was all spiked up, seems like he's holding something, and I can't really tell what it is.

"Hello?" Speaking clearly with no response from the stranger.

I tried to move away but I'm stuck in place as if my feet were superglued to the ground.

He was getting closer, unsure if I should be scared or not.

Approaching me even closer, I got startled when he wrapped a big black leather coat around me that is really warm. Bringing my head back up to see the most gorgeous and yet beautiful eyes I've ever seen. Bright golden eyes sparkling from the moonlight. Heat rushed to my cheeks as I kept staring into the glimmering eyes.

Having no clue who this person is, I'm still getting all tingly.

I was then suddenly being held close to his chest, with strong arms wrapped around my waist and nose to nose. My hands were on his bare chest and he was only wearing a black tank top.

"Do you remember me, Killua?"

His voice was low and calm; this alone send chills down my spine

I didn't respond back. I was to distracted of looking into the beautiful sight with my own eyes.

"To shy to speak? That's fine. I just wanted you to know that I love you."
He said sweetly

My heart started to beat rapidly, words were stuck in my throat, my face turning scarlet red.

Trailing down from the eyes to the lips, they look so soft that I just wanna press my lips on them. Before I could do or say anything... I felt a pair of lips pressed against mine.

I kissed back.

Melting into the kiss, he bit my lip gently wanting to enter into my entrance and I didn't hesitate to do so. Our tongues were swirling against each other roughly, letting out a loud moan as he was getting farther into my mouth.

Digging my claws onto his broad shoulders, that he still kept on kissing me harder. I needed to breathe, but it seems like he won't stop.

The kiss was getting messy.

But I didn't care.

I'm enjoying this, sadly, I need to breathe. He was far into my mouth so it was hard speak.

I think he realizes that I needed air, that he pulled away with saliva connecting from our tongues.

He smirked.

I was left panting from the kiss. Pretty sure there is a red hue spread across my face.

Licking his lips and started to speak again normally like nothing happened.

"You truly are an angel, Killua."

Dream Ends

Waking up quickly from that dream feeling hot as I was panting heavily.

I checked the time on the digital clock because I have no idea where my phone is, that it was now 10:00am. I got up to look in the mirror on the dresser to see that my face is all red, hair more puffed than normal and sweat dripping from both  sides of my head.

Did I seriously kiss a guy in my dream?What in the actual hell? I don't even know of what to think about this strange dream- or nightmare I should say.

Was that the guy named Gon or was it someone else? He never spoke of what his name is.

Remembering of what he looks so clearly that it won't go away and it annoys me. The hazel eyes sparkling from the moonlight, tanned skin shining, short spiky hair and the perfect well built body that any girl would droll over.

Shaking my head angrily and taking a deep breath to calm down.

Turning around to see my cats' ear twitching. She lifter her head up to stare out the window.

A black car quickly quickly passed by that I couldn't tell who the driver was. The car does seem familiar though. I remember a car driving by late on a stormy night at the same speed as this one.

Weird.

I wonder what that person is doing driving all crazy in the neighborhood.

This didn't concern me in anyway and that I just went back to bed to sleep.

I hope I won't get another weird dream.