A Kind Soul With No Purpose [Complete]

Chapter 14. Who's Gon?

Note: I'm going to use random killugon pictures but they won't be relevant to each chapter.

[Killua]

   I can still feel the way he kissed me, his kiss was rough and messy. The way our tongues fought for dominance that he easily came over me was unexpected. Feeling his bandage hands touched me got me all tingly and making my mind all fuzzy that I wasn't taking control of myself.

  Why did I even bother to kiss him if he didn't remember? I hope he forgets this pointless kiss that didn't mean a damn thing.

   I kept running towards my house with tears streaming down my cheeks, dripping onto the sidewalk after it falls just like raindrops when it's sprinkling, gently from above.

   Holding my skateboard in my left hand, along with my bag on my back. Shit. I just realize my bag feels lighter than it normally was. Coming to a sudden stop, putting my bag along with the skateboard on the ground to see what was missing in my bag.

   Typical. My history book is on the god damn couch of where Gon kissed me. Sudden familiar heat wave within me, remembering the thought of just the way he looked at me, along with his careful touch on my cheeks to look at his seductive pools of gold holding many secrets.

   My head started to hurt, just thinking about it. I just shook my head and forget about it.

   I'll just grab another history book in the library later tomorrow after Pre-Calc. Zipping up my bag, swinging it onto my back and picking up the skateboard that Eren gave to me. A small smile formed on my lips, holding the skateboard tighter so I won't lose it.

   That's a better way to start a relationship instead of forcing someone to kiss you right away, having a normal decent conversation, knowing more about each other, what we like and many more. Kissing straight away was defiantly not a good example of starting a healthy relationship. It's only useful for one night stands.

   As I was walking back towards my house that was only one block away, I just have to cross one more intersection then I'm finally home back from hell.

   So as I was crossing the street, I see my little sister sitting on the front porch on the bench moving back in forth. She had a small smile on her face. What is she smiling about and why so early? Getting close too the front yard of our house, her head turned to face to my direction and jump up running towards the fence waiting for my arrival.

   "Onii-Chan! Welcome back! Where were you yesterday? I texted you! Why didn't you respond! I was worried about you!" Her smile faded and went to a sad puppy look. Honestly, I feel horrible to leave her all by herself. She's defenseless. Luckily we live in a calm quiet place with no thugs around. Smiled and gave her a small pat on the head gently.

   "Sorry, I didn't know that I got a message from you. Someone from school wanted me to study with them for a history to..." I forgot there was a test today. Damn, that bastard made miss my first test on my second day. Ms.Bisky won't be pleased with me tomorrow. She'll probably make me take it tomorrow since it was my first day, thankfully I remembered what I studied in the book until...yeah.

  "To what Onii-Chan? For a test, correct?" I nodded and went inside in our house.

   Taking a deep breath with a fresh sent going into my nose and then letting it out. Glad to come back home. Alluka asked how my day was yesterday and how I got the skateboard. The only thing I couldn't tell was of what happened with me and Gon earlier on while we were studying.

   But, I want to forget this so badly I just want to erase everything that happened with that bastard. Regretting so much of my actions that I just want to take it back. Maybe a wish that can make that happened, glancing at my sister who was sitting on the couch patiently while I put my stuff away in my room.