A Kind Soul With No Purpose [Complete]

Chapter 21. Feelings

A/N: Hey guys, I just wanted to let you guys know that the next chapter will be the last. This story sure was something. I started this last year, new to wattpad and so my writing is not that great. Now I'm getting a little bit better on writing (I think?) New stories will have better story plots, a good pace, longer chapters, and not OOC. Felt like this story made no sense at all to me, the kissing bit was to sudden and I feel terrible for it. Should've developed the relationship slower. I'll be quiet now. Here's the chapter. Sorry for the long wait guys. Been busy on other stories and such.
~~~~
I'm sorry.

No Ones' Pov

Killua couldn't move a single muscle, all he can do is stare at the bloody arm that belongs to Gon. Feeling his warm hand on the cold bladed shoulder, that made him shiver.

He slowly lifted his head up to make eye contact with one, red with heavy bags underneath. The shining hazel eye showing little emotion inside held tight, trying hard not to cry. Not wanting to look weak in front of Killua.

Gon still feels awfully guilty for all the terrible actions he had done, wanting to take it all back with pain and regret.

"I-I'm so sorry, Killua. I don't deserve anyone or you..." Gon managed to raise up his voice, sounding more clear and not as hoarse.

Gon calmly slid down both hands into Killuas soft ones, intertwining their fingers together, that made Killua blush. Leaning in closer to his ear...

"Can we...start over?" Whispering quietly. Killuas heartbeat skipping beats of how close they are. It felt similar to what happened earlier during school, this is a different feeling...

A gentle feeling.

Killua wanted to shove him off, instead of doing so, he held Gons hands tighter. He wanted to know more about his past life of what happened, he kept it locked inside until it's the right time.

Gon was just resting his chin on Killuas shoulder, waiting, for an answer. He closed his one eye to relax. Hoping that he will say yes.

"Yes, we can start over." Killua whispered calmly.

Gon slowly back away his face from Killua, staring into the shiny ocean eyes, bright and sparkling from the tears forming in his eyes. This made look away and told Gon to go wash off the blood in the kitchen sink. Nodding back as a response, obeying his commands and went into the kitchen to wash up.

Gon let go from Killua walking towards the kitchen in silence. Killua looked at his hands, feeling more cold and lonely when letting go of the warm gentle touch from Gon. He ignored it and head towards the bathroom.

Killua went into what used to be a clean bathroom, now messy with scattered products all over the floor. Pushing unneeded objects away and grabbed some bandages sitting on the sink.

Walking out from the bathroom, seeing Gons back facing towards his direction on the couch.

That was quick. Killua thought, slowly making towards Gon who was stiff as a statue. Taking a seat beside him, gesturing his hand to give his scratched up arm, so he can some gel on the wounds. In order for them to heal faster.

Grabbing the wet rag he brought just in case and dab off little blood from the wounds. Gon looked away, facing at the TV. Killua didn't notice he moved, he kept focus on what's it's important.