it breaks my heart (karmagisa) || Complete

the aftermath

Nagisa barely got out of bed as he felt the aftermath of his mother's fun time yesterday, he got dressed tied his hair up and ran out of the house as he was already a bit late.

He entered class and sat down as he chatted with a group of his classmates, on the outside he was happy nagisa while on the inside he was broken waiting on a special red head to walk through the door, he went to the bathroom as he noticed his eyes starting to tear up, on his way there he saw the only thing he has been waiting to see for so long, he walked in but not alone he was with a girl, he has already heard gossips about karma getting a girlfriend, he tried to deny it but as they walked in his heart slowly shattered into pieces he hid behind the wall, waited for them to walk in as he ran out not stopping until he reached it, that place that special place they loved,  it's where they became friends... Where they trained... And where they fell in love.

Nagisa started screaming and cussing non stop until he broke down to his knees, cold tears ran down his face as he felt a hand graze his shoulder he looked back and saw him, standing there staring at him expressionless, karma said: I knew I'd find you here nagisa stood up and karma wrapped his arms around him nagisa quickly pushed him off and said: why are you here? Wouldn't your girlfriend miss you? Nagisa said that with the saddest voice ever while tears continued to run down his face, karma said: is that why you ran out when I showed up? I thought you were just avoiding me nagisa interrupted him saying: well I'm sorry I can't accept the fact that you found someone while I can't even eat or sleep thinking about you karma then sighed and said: then why did you do it? Why did give up on us? Nagisa yelled out: I was trying to protect you okay? It was either my mom ruins your future or we break up, I didn't have a fucking choice I couldn't live with being the reason you couldn't achieve your dreams, karma took a deep breath and said with an unusually calm voice: you did have a choice but you chose the only thing that could actually ruin me, karma walked away leaving the bluenette with his thoughts, nagisa screamed and cussed again but this time it was at his mother, he wished he could say everything he wants to her face but he can't...

He walked home as he slowly drowned into his own thoughts, he thought about his mom and how much she had controlled his life, he started asking himself if it was finally time to rebel, not just to cross her rules but to feel good about himself again, he passed stores looking for a certain one, the barber's shop, he entered nervously as he asked for a haircut, a half an hour later the barber was finished, nagisa looked in the mirror stunned at how his hair looks it was completely short from the back as the barber only left his bangs untouched, nagisa loved it but his heart almost burst out of his chest as he got closer and closer to their apartment, he entered the house nervously his mom was obviously in the kitchen cooking she greeted him without looking up but when he sat in the chair next to the kitchen counter she looked up at him and saw it, it was like she couldn't speak anymore, she grabbed the knife she was using to chop the veggies and held it up high nagisa freaked out and tried avoiding her attacks, she managed to make a few scratches on his face and arms but he also managed to run up the stairs to his room and lock the door, she followed him of course and stood screaming on the other side: what did you do to my precious little daughter you ungrateful child? She banged on the door until she got tired, he heard her footsteps as she slowly walked away, he bandaged his cuts and slammed himself on his bed as he slowly drifted to sleep with tears running down his face...

(A/n I'm so excited this chapter took forever it's exactly 730 words without this author's note hope you enjoy it I'll try to update daily but it's tough since I'm going back to school tomorrow but I'll try as hard as I can to give long chapters I hope you like this next chapter will be out some time this week ily all stay beautiful my friends) 💞💕