it breaks my heart (karmagisa) || Complete

unexpectedly...

Asano's POV:

I said my own voice shaking a bit: Karma calm down, what do you mean he's gone?, where?, he said: I don't know where, he went to the store an hour ago and he wasn't supposed to take this long so I ran there and asked and they said they didn't see him at all, that means he didn't even get to the store, god I knew I shouldn't have let him out alone, I said with a sigh: listen Karma, give me 10 minutes and I'll be at your place, we'll find him I promise, I closed off the phone and I said: sorry I have to go and emergency with a friend, he nodded assuring me then offered me a ride, we got to Karma's house fast, I thanked him then ran to the door knocking loudly on it, Karma opened the door, he looked like shit, his cheeks were tear stained, his eyes were red, and his lip was slightly bloody probably due to him violently biting it, he let me in, as we both sat on the couch, Karma said: you know it's always my fault I say to myself it's okay I can protect him but in a matter of seconds he's gone again, I said: this is isn't your fault Karma, nobody could predict the future and nobody can predict somebody's mental state, he said cutting me off: I don't think he went to hurt himself again, I raised an eyebrow, he continued: I know you'll probably think I'm insane but I think somebody may have taken him, I said: surprisingly I agree with you, if we're being honest he's at his happiest when he's with you, so who could've taken him?, we both looked at each other with narrow eyes before we both gasped, he said: that bitch is absolutely dead, there isn't even a second thought to this, I'm gonna kill her, I said: Karma calm the fuck down killing her won't solve any of this bullshit, we just need to think where would she take him so we can call the cops to handle her, he rolled his eyes then said: fine let me see if Ritsu can track his phone, she tracked it last time it was off, maybe she can do it again, he got his phone out and opened this weird program, he said: listen I'm sorry I'm bothering again but can you track Nagisa's phone again?, she just started he research without any questions, after what seemed like forever she sent a notification to Karma's phone and he quickly thanked her then went on to open it, he said: they're in the weird abandoned building on the fourth street, I said: let's go my drivers outside we'll get there fast, I had called him on my way in the car, we left the house and got in the car, I was nervously fidgeting with my hands, Karma cracked his knuckles, he scared me and I hated admitting it...

Karma's POV:

I was so ready to snap her neck in half, this woman was sick, there isn't another way to put it, she belonged in jail, I shouldn't have listened to Nagisa when he stopped me from going to the cops to report her, after all she did to him he still loved her, I mean she's the only family he has but that doesn't mean she's the only one that cares about him, in fact she doesn't give a damn about his life and his well being she only cares about the fact that he's not the child she wanted and that she should do everything she can to fix him when he's the most perfect human being on earth, he doesn't see it and neither does she, all these images she's planted in his head make him think bad of himself, she just puts him down at all times to feel better about her sad life, everything she couldn't achieve on her own she's trying to achieve in Nagisa that includes deciding his whole future for him, god I hated her so much but right now I can't let hate take over me because if I did god know if I'll let that woman walk out of there alive, she thinks she's the devil, she thinks that she can fuck up lives without consequences but she hasn't met me yet, if I want to I can be her worst nightmare, an I want to so badly, constantly seeing Nagisa in pain only caused my anger to build up inside me, he was always my weakness and my strength at the same time, I would do anything to protect him but he would do anything to stop me from getting in trouble, I have never loved a person as much as I love Nagisa, he's an angel that was sent to the devil to tame him down and he achieved his mission with complete success but he also made the devil fall madly in love with him, he didn't think of the fact that if he ever leaves that the devil will go back to his old ways of trouble making, and that getting himself hurt like this fueled every ounce of anger in the devil's body, he was just an innocent naive angel, pale soft skin, a smile that made a heart beat burst, a touch that made me feel like the world is a good place, he was my savior that I never thought I needed, I'm constantly relying on him although he isn't stable himself, and he's never complained about it, he always hid everything, he thought that I won't see his broken gaze, and the scars that filled his beautiful smooth skin, maybe he thought they weren't pretty but no one knows how much I love them every time I trailed my fingers on them, it just reminded me of how much of a strong person he is and how much bad stuff he has taken, he didn't deserve any of it, I'm nothing without my angel, my beautifully broken angel please be okay, you know I can't live without you...

(so here's another chapter with a kind of cliffhanger but I couldn't write anymore so here's what you'll get, I got so emotional writing this shit you can't even imagine how much I've cried, anyways I hope you enjoy this chapter, I love you and as always remember to stay beautiful my friend).