it breaks my heart (karmagisa) || Complete

please hold on

Karma's POV:
We got to the hospital, and I carried him and ran inside, the moment a nurse saw me she got a bed and took nagisa to the emergency room on it, Asano and I followed the doctors to the door of the emergency room, they told us to stay out as they entered the room, all we could do is sit there and hope that God will save my baby blueberry...

Asano's POV:
I sat on a bench outside the room since my legs couldn't carry me anymore, how could I be so blind? Why did I just let him leave like that? I should've woken up and stopped him from going but I didn't, now my best friend is facing death because I couldn't help him, because I couldn't see he was broken...

Nagisa's POV:
Everything was pitch black all I could hear are faded voices and beeps, what happened? Am I really dying? Is this the glorious day where I leave this brutal universe full of hate? I started seeing dim lights again and a few blurry faces, but it soon all turned black again...

30 minutes later: 3rd person POV:
The doctor went out of the room and both karma and Asano immediately came towards him, I he okay? Karma asked, the doctor said: he is, we managed to get a steady beat back, but he needs a huge blood transfer because we can only help him like this for a short while, which family member is gonna take the costs?, Asano didn't even allow karma to speak, he said: I will I'm his best friend, he doesn't have a family, he lives with me currently, the doctor nodded and motioned him to walk with him so they discuss the process, a nurse walked out of the room and karma asked: can I see him?, she nodded and said: okay, I was going to get his first blood unit now but you can totally see him, karma smiled and thanked her then ran into the room...

Nagisa's POV:
I was half awake, I saw karma walk into the room, I smiled at him and he sat next to my bed, he put his hand on top of mine and gripped it tightly, he said with a sad tone: what happened to you baby? Are you okay?, I sighed and said: I'm fine karma don't worry about it, maybe we'll talk when they let me out, he instantly answered me: first thing is we found you dying on a cliff for fuck's sake, don't tell me you're okay, second thing talking is not even an option right now, and lastly you're not gonna leave this place anytime soon, after he finished talking, he broke down and tears started rolling down his face, I barely could move my body so all I could do is grip his hand, he flinched at my actions but he also tightened his grip, I said weakly: now come on strawberry, I don't like to see you crying, show me that cute smile of yours, he wiped his tears away as he giggled at what I said, I felt my head get heavy again andy eyes closed by them selves and again I was back in the dark...

Karma's POV:
We were sitting there talking and all of a sudden, he closed his eyes, I wasn't worried at first but his heartbeat was starting to get faint, I called out for a doctor or a nurse, just anybody to come, and a doctor barged in the room instantly, he told me to leave and I did, I stood there, next to the door waiting impatiently for someone to come out and tell me that my baby was gonna be okay, all of a sudden flashbacks of nagisa started playing back in my mind, all of our moments together, good or bad, they all came to my mind, I felt tears roll down my cheek again, I was imagining the worst, I need to stop this won't help him, I fell down to the floor, and started praying that he'll get out of this...

Asano's POV:
I finally got back to the room nagisa was in, karma was on the floor, drowning in his own world, I poked his shoulder to see if he was okay, he lifted his head and looked at me with a devastated look, although we both disliked each other, we both were in this together right now, so I sat down next to him and I patted his shoulder, he looked at me and gave me a sad smile then he lowered his head to his knees again and continued crying, I didn't know what to do, I put my arm around his shoulder and I rubbed his arm slightly, I was used to him being cocky and annoying all the time so I did not know what to do in this situation, after a while he lifted his head up and said shaking: I was talking to him and he was fine, I did this to him, it was my fault, he sobbed again, I said trying to calm him down: nagisa needs you to be strong right now, I know it, so get your shit together, it's everybody's fault that we didn't help him when he needed us, you're not the only one drowning in guilt right now, but you need to collect yourself for him, okay? He nodded, then wiped his tears away, I got up and have him a hand, he took it and stood up, he fixed his clothes and in seconds, he was back to his usual self, thank god, I really don't know how to deal with his dramatic side...

Karma's POV:
I hated to admit it, but I needed his words right now, I can't lose myself when nagisa needs me the most, I saw the doctor walk out, he said calmly: we deeply apologize for that, it was our fault that the nurse took too long preparing the unit, we hope you excuse us, we'll pay close attention to the patient, I wanted to kill him and that dumb nurse but I held myself back, I nodded in annoyance, he shamefully walked away from us, I let Asano enter the room by himself since I had a bit of time with nagisa already, he walked in and I sat there waiting for my turn...

(A/N hey guys, I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I'm so sorry for doing this to nagisa, I just wanted some action, this is a celebratory chapter since we hit over 200 reads, you can't believe how thankful I am for everybody that reads my stories, it really does motivate me to write more and more stories, anyways ily all and as always remember to stay beautiful 💕💞).