it breaks my heart (karmagisa) || Complete

as fragile as a flower

Nagisa's POV:
I woke up and Asano wasn't there, I barely helped my self sit up, I slowly adjusted my eyes to that little bit of sunlight peaking from the window, I grabbed my phone and I texted Asano:
"Hey Asano, I'm up"

He responded quickly:
"Okay I'll be there in a second, I'm in the kitchen"

And in a split second he was at the door, he smiled at me gently then walked towards the bed saying: good morning Smurf, did you sleep well?, I nodded then said: well considering it's 12: 30 already, I think that answers you question, he chuckled a bit then asked: do you wanna eat? I made pancakes, I giggled a bit the said: is that even a question, you make the best food ever, but I am wondering why you have cooks if you make everything yourself?, he smiled softly then said: I don't cook usually but I know you love my food so I make the food when you're here, and it gives the cook some extra rest days, I blushed at what he said, I said shyly trying to avoid his eyes: thank you Asano, he pinched my cheek lightly then said: you're welcome Smurf, he called the maid to bring me food, and in a few minutes I was digging through a delicious stack of pancakes, Asano smiled at me and I blushed almost choking on my food, he chuckled then said: easy there nagisa, I smiled embarrassed at myself, I said trying to change the subject: Asano can we go somewhere today, I haven't been outside properly since forever, he gave me a doubtful look then said: nagisa, how are you supposed to go out when you can't walk? You should rest like the doctor said, I rolled my eyes then said: come on Asano, we can rent a wheelchair if it'll relieve you, I wanna go out to an open place where I can breath freely, I looked at him with puppy eyes, I kept batting my eyelashes, until he sighed then said: fine you win, we'll rent a wheelchair, but I have a condition, I nodded for him to continue, he said firmly but still with a smile on his face: you'll have to promise me that you won't tire yourself, I nodded happily, I got as close to him as I can and I hugged him, he moved closer to make it easier then hugged me back, after a few minutes we both pulled back, he smiled at me then said: we'll go to my favorite place ever, I think you'll like it too, he winked at the end of his sentence, I giggled then said: well I'm done eating, I think I should get dressed, I paused for a second, he got the massage, he called the maid, she came in took the tray then left the room, Asano had already gotten the clothes out, he started undressing me, this was so awkward, my cheeks were burning red, I hoped he didn't notice...

Asano's POV:
I couldn't help but stare a bit, while undressing him, he was so tiny, he had pale snow like skin, it was smooth and soft, I felt heat, everytime I accidently grazed his skin, I slid one of my hoodies over his head, then it was the part I was dreading, I unbuttoned his pants then slid them down, I quickly swapped them with new ones, I said trying not to choke: well you're all done, I sent the driver to get the chair, and he should be back by now, I'll just have to get you downstairs, he nodded excitedly, I slid my arms under his small body and carried him downstairs, when we got there I put him on the chair then pushed him out of the door, heading towards the car, the driver opened the door, and I helped nagisa get in, then got in myself, the driver drove off to a place I had already told him about, we drive for about 20 minutes before we got there, the car slowly stopped, I smiled at nagisa then said: well we're here Smurf, I'll help you out, I got down and headed towards the other door, I got nagisa out and placed him on the chair, I shut the door, then looked over at nagisa, he had a shocked expression on his face, I asked: do you like it?, he looked at me then said with a happy expression: are you kidding me, I love it, what is this place?, I smiled and said: well I'm happy you like it, it's one of the random places my dad owns for no reason, he bought it when I was a child, and I've come here every spring since, I knew you'd like it, he grinned then said: the flowers are so beautiful, I love this place, I started pushing his chair slowly walking through the peaceful field, his hand was on the side oft he chair, he was grazing the flowers and the tall grass, as we passed by, his head was leaned on the back of the chair and his eyes were closed, a small smile was on his face, and he was breathing slowly and deeply, I was tempted to kiss him but I won't do anything if he doesn't want to, he suddenly spoke up: it's really relaxing here, can we come here more often?, he opened his eyes and looked directly at my eyes, his blue eyes were glistening in the sunlight, I smiled softly at him and said: we can come here whenever you want to nagisa, he grinned happily and thanked me, I rubbed his shoulder lightly, as a response, he asked me: Asano can you give me my phone?, I was confused but I nodded handing him his phone, after a few minutes, music started playing, I knew what he put on, our favorite symphony, the moonlight Sonata, soft music entered my eyes gently, I smirked at him, and he smiled in return, it was now silent nothing could be heard except the sound of the music, and the the light howl of the wind, we got to a shady tree, and I helped him sit on the grass, he placed his head on my shoulder and we sat there peacefully and still in silence, we truly didn't need to talk the music was speaking for us, when it ended, nagisa looked up at me smiling, I smiled back, we continued sitting for god knows how long, I heard nagisa yawn lightly, I patted his hair and said: I think it's time we get you home, enough outside for today, he giggled weakly, I helped him on the chair again and we went to the car, we got in and drove home, when we got there I put him to bed and lied next to him, I fell asleep ending one of the most beautiful days of my life...

(A/N hey guys, this chapter was a full day with Asano, the next chapter will be a full day with karma *wink*, I hope you enjoyed this, and I'll see you next chapter, ily all and as always remember to stay beautiful 💕❤).