it breaks my heart (karmagisa) || Complete

should I tell him?

Asano's POV:
I woke up and the little blue head was still cuddled into my chest, I looked at him as my mind started to wander into thoughts, what would be his reaction if I actually told him about my true feelings? Would he hate me forever? Or would he accept my love? And the most important question of all, should I tell him? As I was going deeper and deeper into thoughts I was brought back to reality by the bluenette flickering his eyes open, as he looked up into my eyes I smiled and greeted him gently grazing his hair.

Nagisa's POV:
I woke up on Asano's chest, I looked up to him and he was already awake seems like he didn't want to wake me up (awwww fluffy stuff) he said: good morning Smurf, I chuckled a bit and said good morning back to him, I finally got off of him as I sat up in the bed, I started talking: listen Asano about yesterday, he cut me off saying: you don't have to say anything I'll do the talking, from now on you're staying at my place whether you like it or not I'll be driving you to school and back home, and we're going out today, so get up I'll get something to wear and then lead you to the bathroom so you can have a shower, I opened my mouth to talk but was silenced by him again: and no arguments or I'll have to do this the hard way, I knew exactly what he meant he knew my sensitive spot and whenever I'd say no to him he'll keep tickling me until I change my mind so I nodded silently as he walked away I rolled my eyes, I heard him say: I can feel you rolling your eyes at me, I chuckled at how well he knew me, as I got out of bed to get ready to go out to a place I don't even know.

Time skip when they got in the car:
So are you gonna tell me where are we going? Nagisa asked, Asano said: fine I'll tell you if you're that curious we're going to an amusement park, remember that one you always wanted to go to? Nagisa smiled at the fact that Asano remembered that, he smiled at him and said: thank you so much, as he gripped his hand, Asano was as red as a tomato he couldn't hide his blush anymore, he just hoped nagisa didn't see it.

Time skip after a while:
They have got on some crazy rides and they have played some stupid games so they decided to go on something slow to relax, they got on a Ferris wheel and started talking about random stuff.

Karma's POV:
I was convinced by kayano to come to this dumb amusement park to "lift up my spirit" Well she was the only one having fun there but I tried pretending to be happy so she wouldn't feel bad, the last person I expected to see was him and in that position...

Nagisa's POV:
As I started talking to Asano he put his arms around my shoulders as I leaned my head on his chest I ranted out everything that I've been feeling and everything that's been bothering me in the last few weeks.

Back to karma's POV:
I saw him with that douchebag Asano looking all cute and cuddly in a Ferris wheel, I hated that guy because he was obviously in love with nagisa but he was too naive to see it, I know he's using his chances right now after our breakup but I won't let him, nagisa is mine forever, my eyes were tearing up but I kept a strong exterior, trying to have fun with kayano so I can actually distract myself from this.

Nagisa's POV:
The Ferris wheel ride ended after what seemed forever of me just talking to Asano and him just listening silently, it was so easy talking to him and I was just glad I'm not alone, we walked through the park when he showed up out of nowhere, why did he have to be there? My heart shattered the moment he was standing in front of me, kayano ran and hugged me as Asano and karma were looking at each other with hatefull looks...

Asano's POV:
This asshole I hated to see was now standing in front of me, he couldn't let him be happy for just one day, he always has to ruin everything, even a few years ago when I decided to confess to nagisa he popped out of nowhere and asked him on a date, and I think he clearly knew I was in love with him but he bluntly ignored my feelings.

Karma's POV:
Oh not this shithead again I thought in my head, I tried to put my focus on nagisa who was currently being squished by kayano, the shithead the said that it was nice seeing us and grabbed nagisa and pulled him away, oh god knows how much I wanted to kick his face right now but what was holding me was the bluenette's voice in my head saying "don't do it" I cursed at the fact that he even controlled my thoughts as I looked at them walk away from us, kayano stood there confused by Asano's behavior, but I knew exactly what he was doing, he didn't want him to see me, but believe me I'll be everywhere, you will not have him.

Nagisa's POV:
I was so glad that Asano pulled me out of there, I honestly couldn't face him knowing everything that happened was my damn fault we walked to the car in silence as he didn't let go of my hand, he opened the door I got in as he went to the other side and got in himself, he drove the car calmly and slowly as I kept staring at him with a warm look, I think he noticed it because he turned to me smiled gently and said: no need to thank me Smurf I noticed how awkward that was for you especially after you told me everything in that ride, I hope you don't get me the wrong way I just didn't want to ruin a fun day, he tilted his head a bit and gave me genuine smile as he tried to keep his eyes on the road I gave him a reassuring nod so he doesn't worry and put my hand on his other hand that was resting on his side.

(Dumb a/n time hey guys hope you liked this chapter I know I say this every chapter but this took very long I hope you enjoy reading it, it was over 1100 words as I'm trying to write more every chapter the love triangle moment was for a reader that commented on my last chapter asking for it, there will be much more if it in the future I hope you like it you know who you are, I'm gonna rest now see you tomorrow friends ily all remember to stay beautiful as always 💞💕)