Author's note
Hey Guys! So I would like to thank you all individually for reading my book.I think this book is doing pretty well so far considering the fact that I am not a good writer. Well I would like to apologize for not updating soon but I had my anual school exams and I was studying all day(lame right?).I would like to ask you to vote and comment because I'd love to see your opinions on every chapter and even if you want to ask me anything feel free to do so. Well thank you for all the support,and please don't forget to vote and comment, love you all ♥♥
It's Tuesday. I haven't been going to school for 2 days.I wasn't ready to face them.And by them I mean my bullies.I am a mess.I don't sleep, I don't eat.I am like a living dead.I just lay in ny bed and do nothing. Aa yes.And I also cry a lot.A lot.My "mother" was a little bit worried in the beginning but I told her that I caught a flu so she stopped asking.Thank God. I am not ready to deal with her now.I have tried to collect myself multiple times but every time I think how they humiliated me I can't help the tears that are running from my face.Melissa has been calling me every day trying to comfort me.And the most funny part is that I don't know what I've done to them so that they hate me so much.I was nothing but nice to them.I never caused trouble or drama and I never really talked to them.Just the typical goodmorning's and bye's.So the question that keeps bothering me is why??? Why do they want from my life? Why do they hate me? Have I done something wrong? Am I not good enough? Am I ugly? Am I fat? Why do they treat me in that way?But the most important question is why me? Why life has been so unfair with me so far? Haven't I suffered a lot? What does she want from me? I can't take it anymore.And now that I need someone by my side my mother as usual is at her bar doing heroine . That's why I hate her.Because I am here alone with a hell lot of problems in my head and she isn't intrested.All she thinks is how to do drugs.This sound like a senario of a soap opera. But unfortunately it's not . It's my life.My disfunction teenage life.And let's not forget my alcoholic father.Oh he's a lost cause too. He hasn't called for about two months. All I ask is just a simple call.Just to make sure that I am dead or alive but he's not capable of doing this either. The only person I have is Melissa . She's the only bright aspect of my misery life . She's always there for me.I love her so much.If I didn't have her I would have totallu lost it by now.I can't lose her . She's all I've got.And well I also have my unbiological brother but we haven't spoken for a week and I don't blame him.He has a lot of problems too.He didn't get the scholarship he wanted and now he doesn't know what to do.But he was always there for me in the past.So I don't blame him now.Suddenly I heard a familiar song.Easy come, easy go..Oh that's grenade from Bruno Mars which means that someone is calking me.I immediately rushed to the kitchen and picked up my phone
"Hello?" I answered with a shaking voice
"I am gonna kill you" I heard an angry voice
"Who's there" I started to worry
"Joann.Wake up . It's me Melissa"
"Oh God Mess it's you? You scared me to death "I have finally calmed down
"Well you should be because if I find you I will literally kill you"
"Mess what happened? " I began to feel anxious again
"What happened? Where have you been this days? Why aren't you coming to school?"
"Oh well look.I just can't come.All this stuff with the photos really pissed me off so I am not ready yet" I said with a shaky voice
"You are what? Have you lost your fucking mind? You are going to let those assholes ruin your life.You know what? Fuck them.Who cares about ther miserable lifes and their fucking opinions. Screw them.You can't destroy yourself because of them.And I am not gonna let you do it So collect your pieces cause tomorrow you are coming back to school" She was so pissed off
"Nope.Not going to happen" Deep inside I knew she was right about the whole think but I wasn't emotionally ready.I think that if I hear one negative comment about me I will burst into tears.
"Who said you have a fucking choice? I am sick of seeing my best friend in that condition. It's not what you want anymore. It's what you have to do. So as I said tomorrow you are going to school.Set an alarm, take a shower, get dressed and I am coming to pick you at 7.45 am.So you better be ready. Because if you are not I will drag you no matter what.Even if you are in your fucking pijamas"
"Wow calm down.You said fuck more that ten times in the last minute" I was actually enjoying her use of words
"Yeah I am quite pissed at you.But we'll talk later.Plus I am sick of hanging out with Sam"
"Sam? Sam as the famour rich beach who thinks that world revolves around her?" I have only missed two days at school and I think that I am in a compete different universe.
"Yeah that one.Since you left she thought that she could approach me I don't know what. So she started talking to me and all that stuff. She invited me to sit with her at lunch.She was also asking me a lot of questions about you"
"Wow I definitely didn't expect that. You and Sam besties.Hahahah"I couldn't helo mu laugh. It was so nice to laugh again.It seems like ages that I haven't had agood laugh.
"So if you don't want to lose me you are coming abck to school"She had her way of making me feel better
"Okay I'll be waiting for you. But remember am doing these beacuse I missed cantine's delicious sandwiches" My mood was finalky lightened up
"Yeah yeah whatever you say big guy" I could tell she was smiling now
"I know you will never leave me"I said with a confident voice
"You never know"She said playfully and hanged up the phone
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My Dysfunctional Teenage Life
Fiksi RemajaJoanna is a teenage girl who has suffered a lot. Her happy life with her family was ruined in one day. She went from being smiley and full of life, to a hurt, bullied, lost girl and finally a drug addict.Will she find the courage to fight her demo...
