Complicated (Pearlmethyst fanfic)

Jealousy

Amethyst's POV
I was worried sick about Pearl. What's wrong with her? There has to be something wrong. Since yesterday. She acted strange. And now this... And that dream.. That was strange. The things she muttered. The thing she dreamed about. When she pushed me away. Didn't she recognize my voice? I sat on Pearls bed, with my phone. Ha, isn't it funny? I'm at Pearl's room. I almost forget what I was doing here. Why I slept here. The things with Pearl were more important now. I had kissed her shoulder, and she walked away. Why? Did I say something wrong? Maybe I was a little.. Intrusive. She said she didn't know. I should've believed her. I suddenly got a notification. Jasper texted me. I sighed softly and opened it.
'Hey. R u feeling a bit better?'
'Yeah.' I sent back.
'Great.' Jasper immediately said. We both stayed quiet.
'How are you doing?' Jasper asked.
'Good.' I lied. We both stayed quiet again.
'Do you know if something happened to Pearl yesterday?' I randomly asked.
Jasper stayed quiet for some seconds. 'I don't think so.' Jasper said, 'I know she had some opinions with Greg, but more didn't happen.' Greg. Pearl had a fight with Greg. But that doesn't make any sense! Why didn't she mutter Greg's name when she was sleeping?
'Oh. Ok, thanks.' I said to be polite. Kinda. Jasper wanted to text something again, but the door opened and that immediately caught my attention. Pearl. In a bathrobe. A pink one, with white dots on it. It wasn't her size, it was little short, but still acceptable, like the skirts girls wear in anime stuff. Pearl looked at me and blushed slightly. She softly bit her lip and sat down.
'Who are you talking with?' she asked softly.
'Jasper.' I said and I kept looking at her. She kept quiet for some seconds. The seduction had disappeared.
'Jasper?' she repeated.
I nodded. 'Did you have a little fight with Greg?' I asked.
'Fight?'
'Jasper said you guys had some, eh, different opinions.'
'O-oh! Yes, well, no, not really. I think. Just different opinions.' I nodded.  There was a silence again and she looked at me, seduction all written over her face. I think I blushed. Madly. She slowly leaned closer to me. She kissed me soft and slow. I looked at her and smiled. She slowly sat down on my lap. She's doing it again. She exactly knows how to win me over. She smiled and carefully put my hair behind my ear. I couldn't stop looking at her.
'Even your ears are red.' she whispered and I saw a flirty grin. I blushed even more, maybe a little embarrassed.
'Am I that cute in a bathrobe?'
'You're always cute.' I said. She smiled, put her arms around me and quickly pulled me into a kiss. I really don't understand what's happening. I don't understand Pearl. She acts weird. Yesterday too. I made one single joke and she immediately wanted to make out. It's almost like.. Like she..
I softly pushed her away. 'You are doing this because you like me, right?' I asked softly. Pearl gasped softly.
'Of course!' she said, 'Of course, Amethyst, don't you dare to doubt that.' She caressed my cheek, smiled and kissed me again. More. Quicker. Faster. My hands were on her waist, and she quickly put them lower to her body. I felt her smile. I softly pushed her away again.
'What if your father hears us?' I asked softly.
'He won't.' she said, 'He's sleeping.' She wanted to kiss me again, but I stopped her.
'I'm serious, P.'
'I am too.' There was a silence. She seductively started to play with her collar. I actually didn't want to. Not after what happened this morning. It's too soon. She's using me for her own sadness.
'Are you okay, Pearl?' I asked.
Pearl looked at me. 'Yes.' she said and she didn't look away from my eyes, 'I'm more than okay.' I kept quiet again. She slowly unknotted her bathrobe, and I swallowed. She knows. I just looked at her for a while.
'You want me, right?' Pearl whispered. I didn't answer. She softly caressed my chest. She knows. Fuck it. I grinned, lifted her and pushed her onto the bed.

Pearl's POV
I giggled and Amethyst kissed my neck. My hands went through her hair. Amethyst's hair is way softer than it looked. I bit my lip as she kissed every part of my neck she could find. I felt one of her hands on my butt, soft and lovingly caressing it, like it wouldn't be good if she didn't put enough love in every touch. I kissed her and bit softly onto her lip. I felt her smile. She kept kissing me, licking my lips and bit softly into my ear. I giggled and I felt goosebumps all over my body. Her hand softly caressed my chest. Man, do I love her touch. Thoughts flew through my mind. How she did it yesterday. How she kissed me yesterday. How she noticed the marks. The marks Jasper made. Suddenly my whole mood changed. I remembered how Jasper touched me. How I let her touch me. How I pleaded her to stop, that it would be enough. "Just a little longer, a little longer."
'Stop.' I said and tears rolled down my cheeks. Amethyst looked at me, got scared  of my sudden sadness.
'Let me go, Amethyst.' I said again. Amethyst didn't understand what was wrong and she quickly let me go. I wiped my tears away. I didn't want her to stop. I want her to touch me. I want her to kiss me, to let me smile and make me happy. But I couldn't . I just couldn't. I kept quiet and looked at my hands. I didn't know what was happening. I didn't understand. Why can't I? Why can't I just, just... I don't understand. I shouldn't cry about it. I didn't have any problems with it yesterday.
'P? What's..-'
'Please, Amethyst, don't ask questions anymore.' I said softly. I quickly closed my bathrobe. I'm such an idiot. I'm stupid. I'm a spoiled piece of... Piece of shit. Yes. I am. I'm a spoiled piece of shit. I tried to focus on my breathing.
'Pearl?' Amethyst asked softy.
'Yes, Amethyst?' I said softly, without looking at her.
'You do know you're incredibly pretty, right?' I kept quiet. I smiled softly and blushed. It was kind of a surprise to hear that so suddenly. I don't really know if I liked the surprise though.
'And you're incredibly sweet.' Her compliments started to make me feel bad. I'm not sweet.
'You're lovely.'
I'm not.
'You're smart and caring.'
Just stop already.
'I know you said no one's perfect, but you're getting really close to that.'
I heard she snickered.
'You're awesome, you know?' I felt her hand on my shoulder.
Please stop.
'And amazing. And.. And I love..- '
'Thank you, Amethyst.' I interrupted. I didn't want to cry again.
'Can't we.. Can't we just forget this morning?' I asked softly. Amethyst stayed quiet, and then quickly nodded.
'Yes, yes, of course, i-if you want to.'
I smiled softly. 'Thank you.' She smiled weakly and nodded. I looked at her for a while, with a soft but thankful smile. I don't deserve her. At all.
'I-I'm going to change.' I stuttered, 'Do you want other clothes as well?'
'What do you mean?' Amethyst asked.
'Well, we slept in our normal clothes.' I said, 'Maybe you wanted to wear something else.'
'Nah, I'm fine.' she said and she smiled. I smiled as well. I suddenly remembered something.
'I'll be right back.' I quickly said and walked to the bathroom to grab some things. I walked back and gave it to Amethyst.
'Look.' I said, 'Your sweater.' I hold Amethyst sweater in front of her.
'Oh.' she said, 'You can borrow it for a while, if you want to.'
'Borrow it?'
'Yeah, I dunno... It looked pretty cute on you.'
I started smiling and blushing. 'Are you sure?' I asked, 'It's a lovely sweater.'
'Yeah, I'm sure.' she said and she smiled as well. I quickly put the sweater on and smiled happily.
'Thank you.' I said, 'I'll make sure I don't keep it too long, and I'll wash it before you get it back!'
'Actually, don't wash it.' Amethyst said and she blushed.
'Why not?' I asked, not understanding.
'I.. Eh, it'll.. I..' she couldn't find the right words, 'I'm allergic to some kind of washing soap.' She blushed even more and didn't look at me.
'What?' I asked.
'Haha, yeah.' she said. She's lying. I could tell. 
'You're not allergic to anything.' I said. I looked at her, frowned.
'Why are you lying to me?' I asked.
'Because I don't want you to think I'm weird.' she muttered and I almost couldn't understand her.
'Weird?' I repeated.
'Yeah.' she muttered softly.
'Why would you be weird?'
'The sweater.. It'll smell like you.' There was a silence. I started smiling.
'You don't want me to wash it because otherwise it won't smell like me anymore?' I asked. She nodded, still not looking at me. I started smiling even more.
'My god, Amethyst, that's really cute.' I said. Amethyst finally looked at me.
'It is?'
'Yes! It's incredibly cute.' I said, 'Just like you.' I smiled and kissed her cheek. She blushed even more.
'Come on.' I said and I stood up, 'I think it's time for breakfast.'