Victor X Yuri: Simple Love™

Chapter 18: Regret

Okay so this chapter is based on Yuri in his coma, don't get confused. I also wanna say sorry for updating like a month late. Shit has been going on with me and school and a friend. But besides that, all my prayers are going out to Florida and people who were affected by the shooting.
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*Yuri's POV*
I'm standing there, waiting to be noticed in the dark. No one can hear me. No one can see me, at least I don't think so. A door opens. I turn my head ninety degrees to see a white door and Victor standing in front of it. Tears start to Bible in my eyes at the thought of him. It's sad because even with everything he's done, I still love him. I don't think I could ever stop loving him. There is nothing in this world that would make me think lesser of this beautiful man. He is looking down at the ground, slowly making his way towards me. 

I yell out his name but nothing. I try again and he doesn't respond, not even a flinch. I start running towards him. Faster than I ever thought but even with my stamina, I'm out of breath. It's like the more I run towards him, the farther he gets. I try screaming one more time but as I expected, nothing.

I start sobbing but before I knew it, I was on the floor. Crying myself to sleep.
I wake up and there he is. But this time he's on a bed, looking down at someone. I walk towards him but it's like I'm stuck in the same position, not moving. Victor is crying now, harder than ever. 

But why? 

Who is he crying for? 

His loud sobs pierce through my ears. My heart aches when I see him cry. 

Victor looks so miserable, like he lost someone he loved. But his parents are long gone and as far as I remember, Makkachin is perfectly healthy. Maybe it's one of the skaters? But it can't be. We don't have any competitions nor are their minds weak. There is no way tha- 

oh shit.

 It might be Yakov. I try my hardest to run towards him when I hear my name. He's crying out my name. Why my name? I'm perfectly fine. Well besides all these cuts- I glance down at my hands and all my cuts are gone. Like they were never there. Not even scars. I hear victor talking and my attention is quickly averted back to him. I hear him whisper something. "it's been three weeks. Doctors say that you are supposed to wake up soon."- wait am I in a coma?  "I hope so. We have a competition coming up and I would hate for you to miss it. But even if you were to wake up, I wouldn't let you skate, You are way to weak to skate at this moment. But who knows, you are pretty strong, Yuri, you just might make it but that is if you wake up soon enough. We were supposed to have the Grand Prix final earlier but they postponed it because of weather issues. Maybe you are supposed to go win a gold medal."

 Victor is cut off by a nurse telling him that visit time is over and that he could come back tomorrow if he wanted to. Wait. that nurse looks familiar. Is that, is that the man my boyfriend cheated on me with? At this point I don't wanna fight or argue anymore. I know my Victor and I know that he would never kiss anyone but me or have feelings for anyone but me. At least I don't think he would. Maybe he's changed but point is, I'm done arguing. I just wanna be help by Victor. All of a sudden a get chills from random cold wind that blew by but where did it come from. I look around and notice that Victor was no longer to be seen. Maybe that's why I was cold. I'm cold when Victor isn't here but warm when he is. Why can't I just be with him now. But if I really am in a coma then that means that I wouldn't wake up anytime soon, unless it's been like a month.