Victor X Yuri: Simple Love™

Chapter 22: Im not okay (i promise)

Okay the names of these chapters are slowly turning into an MCR album lmao.
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*Yuri's POV*

We were walking back home when it really hit me. How long was I out?

I hope I still have time to practice for the grand Prix final. Is it over? Did I miss it? "Hey Vic" I say hastily "how...how long was I out?" I enquire Victor, he simply replies with, "about two weeks, why?"
"How much longer till the gpf?"
"About two weeks. But don't worry, we'll have enough time to  practice and perfect jumps and sequences. For now, you have to rest."
"What do you mean rest!? I can't rest, It's in two weeks Victor, we have to practice tomorrow and besides I've had enough rest."
"Alright fine, I want to have fun with you for a bit"
"listen, I love you but I need to practice. I may have finished my routine but I need to perfect it. I'm sure its not even up to your standards." Silence. He says nothing. Is he mad at me for wanting to practice? He can't be. 

We get to our apartment pretty quickly, given the fact that it's about a fifteen minute walk. I kick of my shoes and plop onto the couch but I am soon bothered by Makka and her need for some affection, poor puppy was alone all day. Victor still isn't speaking to me, but instead pouring some food for Makkachin in her fancy, metal food bowl that has her name engraved on it. As soon as he finishes that, Makka jumps off me to go eat and get some nutrition whereas Victor just scoffs into our bedroom. What is up with him? 

I walk up the spiral staircase that leads up to our bedroom to go find victor. I gradually twist the door knob to try and not make noise and walk in. Seeing that he is not in the bedroom, I walk over to the bathroom to see if he might be in there and he is. He's taking a shower but there is a different noise but it's very faint. "Hey Vic, is everything okay? Look I'm sorry if I made you feel bad." I hear the shower knob make a squeak as victor turned it and the water being cut off. There are some shuffling noises of Victor changing. In his dark, navy blue sweatpants  and long sleeve grey Nike sweater, he finally comes out but there is something wrong. He was crying. 

I lift up Victors chin to look at me and his eyes are bloodshot. Without thinking, I quickly pull him into a hug, regretting everything I had said the way back home. "Hey what's wrong, Victor? I'm sorry if I did something or said something. Please, talk to me." I say in a high pitch and concerning tone. "I'm so sorry Yuri, I'm so, so sorry. It's all my fault that you don't have time to practice, it's my fault for making you feel as if I don't love you, I'm sorry that you think that I could care less about you. I'm-" I break his heartbreaking words with a long awaited kiss. No lust in this kiss, just simple love. My hands are placed on both sides of his head, on his ears. I bite his lip but quickly after that I break the kiss. 

"what was that for?" Victor asks in a low tone, as if he didn't deserve it. He did deserve it and be deserves much more. "it was for you." I take his hands and walk over to our need and sit him down. I look into his ice blue irises and hold his hands. Speaking with a strong and clear voice. "listen to me and listen closely. Understand this is not your fault, these bandages are not your fault. The hurt that you caused me is not your fault. The minimum time that I have left is not your fault. I don't blame you for anything, Victor. I love you and I always will and even if I get last place I won't blame you because I did this all to myself. Its no one's fault but my own." 

"I'm still sorry." I hug so forcefully, we both fall laughing on the bed "I love you."

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Sorry if this chapter was kinda sucky.