If I only could

Chapter 5

It's been a month since he confirmed everything.. It's been a month and a week since the last time he had conversation with his wife.

Oh yes, she's with her another man that she met in U.S, what else could he do? She confessed to everyone that she's in love with the guy.

He doesn't know who the guy is but he deal with her decision though his family got mad at him for not fighting for his wife.

Oh well, how could he fight for her if she already said in front of everyone's faces that she's fucking in love with the guy?

She cut all their connections to each other, she forgot about him either their daughter. He even cried almost every night but there is nothing he could do even if there is.

They're married, yes they are and he can do something, he can fill a case against his wife but he wouldn't dare, he loves her way too much so he won't ever dare. He needs to talk to her first before everything

"That's enough!" That's his sister, trying to get the bottle of wine in his hand.

"No!" He said and moved his hand.

"Danny, your daughter is here. You don't have to do this, You have her! She's here in your home!" Andi said and he let go of the bottle.

"But my wife? I wouldn't be complete without her! Look where she is now, She's with another man she just met! And I am a useless husband that cannot do anything to fight for her!" He said with anger inside of him.

"Why don't you just go and talk to her?" Andi said but he shook his head.

"This.." He pointed his finger to his chest where he can still hear his heart beating a little bit. "Will break into pieces if I would dare!" He said

"I cannot take to see her and she'll tell in front of my face that I have no place in her heart anymore!!" He continued. His sister is just staring at him, feel so pity for him.

"What are you planning now?" She asked.

"I'll wait for her to return home and let her for a moment." He responded and he saw how his sister react to what he said. She's angry.

"You know what? If I'll ever see your wife, I would hurt her!!" His sister said very serious. He look at her.

"Don't you just dare! Don't dare to harm even just one hair of my wife! My wife is my own business! I would fix everything, just don't dare to step in my plan." He said and get up from his chair.

"She's cheating on you!" His sister said.

"Please, Andi! Please!" He begged and trying to hold back his tears.

He walk away and went straight to his room and there he saw his daughter wide awake and rolling in her own crib.

He smile and get her from there. He lift her up and kiss her face!

"Mum, will come back to us. Just be patience, okay? Just let, Daddy and trust me. Okay, Minimal?" He said talking to his smiling little one. He kiss her face multiple times and then he realized he's a bit little drunk and he saw the irritation in his daughter's face.

"Oh god! Sorry minimal! Sorry for Daddy's smell!" He said and he quickly put her in bed and get her daughter's wipes to wipe her face.

He then started to cry when he heard the little one's crying. He wiped off his tears and trying to comfort his daughter.

"Sorry, minimal!" He said still trying to apologize.

"Mummy, will get mad at me if she'll find out what I did to make you cry like this." He said and tears couldn't stop rolling from his eyes.

When his daughter look at him, she stopped crying right away, He smile.   Or maybe she knows that he's crying too and he wouldn't stop if she won't stop.

"Very good, minimal! Don't cry so your Daddy won't as well." He said and hug her.

He put his daughter down in their bed, there he stop when his eyes got stuck in Jessie's pillow.

He shook his head and walk to his closet to get his clothes and towel.

He went back to bed to get his daughter and get out of the room to give her to his sister so that he can have a shower.

His daughter fell asleep after singing the song of his wife, big white room.

He let her sleep in his chest because she loves sleeping in his arms just like his wife.

Flashback...

"Danny, what took you so long?" His wife asked once he get back in their room fresh from the shower room.

"You're not sleeping yet? I thought you're asleep now." He said once he noticed that his wife is still awake.

"I cannot sleep." She said  and he walk closer to her and jump in the bed next to her with only his boxers on.

"Why?" He asked and kiss her forehead.

"I feel uncomfortable without your arms around me." She said and he smiled.

"You love sleeping in my arms, don't you my gorgeous wife?" He said teasing her.

"I will always be. I will always be in love with you and I will always love to sleep in your arms even if we'll have this little one out soon." She said and that's make him look down in her belly. He smile bigger and he lift her shirt on to reveal her belly, he started to go down to kiss her belly.

"How are you in there, minimal?" He said talking to her belly. "How's the fruit of mummy and daddy's love?" He asked and couldn't stop kissing her belly. He felt her hand in the back of his head gently playing with his hair.

"What is the meaning of minimal now, my love?" She asked and he stop kissing her belly and went back up to face her. He left a kiss on her lips before answering her question.

"This one is gonna be your mini me or mine, so minimal." He said referring to the 5 months old growing inside of her. She smile and that's why they started to share their favorite moments.. Sharing the passionate kiss.

"She'll be our minimal, then." She said between the kisses.

"Yeah, So right now we should stop, You need to sleep so you can get rest, our baby either, Don't worry, your lover won't go anywhere Come here with me!" He said and Jessie moved, she almost get on his top, Her head is rested on his chest. He envelopes her in his arms.

"Good night, Daddy's mininal!" She said and he kissed the top of her head.

"Good night my mummy's baby." He said and slowly rubbing her back.

He then started to sing a song for her to fell asleep.

Flash back end..

"I've always had your mum in my arms while you were in her belly and now, you're here, You also love to sleep in your daddy's arms." He said talking to his sleeping daughter.

"Goodnight minimal!" He said and close his eyes.