If I only could

Chapter 4

It's Danny's first time to be separated with his daughter, Jessie is now busy with her new album same as him.

While their kid staying in London with his in laws, He'll be back to visit her in two weeks but sadly to say he has the opposite schedule with his wife.

Maybe they can do phone calls or skype. Everything they do is for the future of their child, for their family future.

in a week their fourth album will be release, and he'll be more busy on touring, thinking of touring made him have a teary eyed..

But they'll promote their album first before the tour, He'll be in london for a while to promote and will have some shows.

He can still spend some of his time with his daughter.

They released their single last 3 weeks ago.

"Yesss! One more week before our album." Glen said with excitement.

"He's too excited!" He said while scrolling on his phone.

"Who would not? Look how crazy our fans on twitter right now." Glen said.

"You're talking to them?" Mark asked and Glen nod.

"Are you going to meet your wife?" Glen asked him.

"She said she wouldn't be available for some months so I understand, besides we can still talk on video call." He said.

"You afraid now for what you did, didn't you?" Mark said and Glen stare at him.

"Nah! Stop reminding me about my stupidness!" He said and they both laughed.

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It's been 2 weeks, and they released their album last week, today they're in London, he has a chance to meet his daughter for a while, spending his free time with her, He sometimes brought her to their studio with her sister taking care of his daughter.

He even call Jessie or they're doing phone call so that they can at least spend a little time together even though the one is far away.

He felt sad whenever he has to hung up the phone and say goodbye for a while, but he need to understand the situation.

If he can only tell her wife to stop working and stay at home but he couldn't.. He knows how his wife love the music same as him so he couldn't stop her nor to tell her to stay at home with their daughter.

....

As the time has gone, his wife barely reply to his messages, she even not taking long to talk to him on the phone.

He understand her, she might be busy with everything, she might be busy with her own career.

Their daughter is growing so fast, she hasn't seen her mother for 2 months now, and she's turning 1 in two months.

He doesn't know what else to do to be with her all together with their daughter. The last time he talked to her was a week ago and it was just a quick phone call.

He has no idea if when they can meet, but he's willing to wait and hoping that she'll be with them on their daughter's first birthday.

And it's been a week too since he brought his daughter back in dublin with his family, Jessie knows about that and it's okay for her as long as he can be with her. 

Currently he's busy scrolling down on his phone with her daughter sleeping on his chest, it's midnight so it's his rest time and he chose to go back home in dublin than to stay in any hotels near at the venue, since they'll have some shows in dublin it's not that hard for him to be with his daughter.

While scrolling down something caught his eyes.

His wife posted a photo 9 hours ago, she's with another man. He was left hanging with the only heart emoji on the caption.

He dial her number but no one is answering his call. He tried over and over again but it's just keep on ringing

After a few minutes later he gave up and leave her a text.

The reason why he's acting like this because he doesn't know who the guy is.

Oh yes, damn it! He feel so jealous, the closeness in the photo she uploaded. They were so sweet, there are only just like 3 inches from each other's face.

Since she doesn't take his call he decided to read all the comments.

After reading some comments he threw his phone somewhere, All he knows that it hit the wall.

His daughter moved and next she cried. He sat up to fed her.

After a few minutes she fell back in her deep sleep once again, while he couldn't sleep because of the photo that his wife posted. It keeps on running through his head.

He wanna know if what is behind that photo, he even wish that what he's thinking right now is wrong.

No! He shouldn't think about it! His wife wouldn't do such a thing  he knows his wife.

He let those tears as he feel scared...scared of losing Jessie, He couldn't take it if so ever.

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The next morning he woke up, the first thing he felt is pain, pain in his heart, he still couldn't get over to the picture. He saw, his daughter rolling and rolling in the bed and maybe waiting for him to wake up for too long.

" Did you wake up too early, my little one?" He talked to her, the baby just scream happily as she saw him awake.

"Okay, okay. Daddy is up now. Let's get out of here then." He said and get her from the bed.

He made his way out of the room with the baby in his arms, He gave her to his sisters to play with her.

He went back to his room and saw his picture with Jessie on the wall from their wedding.

He ignored it and pick up his phone.. As he check unread messages there are no message from his wife nor a miscalled. He sighed and check her profile on Instagram again.

Another picture of her with the same guy, and this time it's clearly.. Clearly broke his heart.

The caption makes his eyes wet., The angle of the picture made his heart fall into pieces. It's so clear.. She love someone else.

Maybe it's a reason for not answering the calls, a reason for not sending him at least one message to let him know that she's okay.

Her smile, she seems very happy in this photo staring at this guy, with a caption my love who is he then? Who is he to her after this?

Did she left him, or better say them? Does she really have someone else? But why? Aren't they enough? She has his daughter, she have him.. Why she need to find someone else??

Again he doesn't want to think stupid things about his wife, he might be wrong about what he thinks. Maybe they're just close friends, maybe the guy is just also one of her friends she met there.

He shook his head and leave it behind, he will find a way to see her again, to know the truth. He's afraid that he might be wrong and he doesn't want the same thing to repeat.