If I only could

Chapter 7

As they are waiting for the fireworks, everyone are having their good times, they're all seems so happy as they laugh, while She is at the corner of the garden just watching them.

She gave Ellaine back to her husband so that Ellaine can feel comfortable.

She knew that it's her fault, She knew that she is the reason why everyone seems angry for leaving her owm family, but then she couldn't do anything for doing such a thing.

It doesn't matter if her husband won't love her the same as long as she can see that he is okay, same as their daughter.

Now that she chose Jack over her husband and daughter, She has to deal with it.

She has to deal with it that everything will change.. Just like her husband cannot love her the same, There is a wall between them now and she can feel that, she knew that Danny will never accept her while she chose to be with another man than her own husband.

It's her fault, but it wasn't her fault for leaving them behind, If she could only do anything to make it right, but she can't!

Maybe you will think that she's just a woman who can't do anything.

Of course she even want to save her relationship with her husband but it's too late to make a move.

She has tell public about her relationship with Jack, which made everyone shookt.

After that confession all she saw on her social media are those news about her and Jack.

She look down as everyone don't seem to notice her including her own husband. She's here not only to be with her daughter once she turned one in any minute, but she's here also to be with her husband, to see his face, to kiss and hug him if there is a chance.. But it seems like she has no chance to be more closer with him.

Even her own husband is keeping himself away from her, Maybe he is right, She is the mother of Danielle Ellaine the reason why he is still letting her to be with her daughter.

Oh crap! Her daughter is the only way to be close with him again, but knowing Danny, her husband! Once he don't trust people, he would do anything just to be far away from this person.

And she could feel that he is doing that to her right now.

It's her fault too why she can't answer those calls or reply to his messages, It's her fault too why she can't even visit her daughter even once a week.

Jack is controlling her life, he is controlling the life she wanted to be. She even wish that he never met him.

If she can only turn back the time she'll prefer to be with Danny and Ellaine, but it's too late.

She is now in the situation she cannot find ways to escape. She can't even ask Danny for help because she is sure enough that he would just judge her personality.

She stare at her husband who is now setting those fireworks when the time has come, she felt so down, she felt so lonely until she heard her phone from her pocket.

She picked it up and answer the other line.

"Where are you?" It's Jack, Calling her to be sure that she isn't lying but still, she did.

"London with my family." She answer trying not to get nervous but she feel it after 0.1 second.

"Really? Can I talk to your mum?" He asked and she sighed.

"I feel sleepy, Jack. I am in my room, they all are downstairs." She lied as she felt her hands trembling.

She never been this scared, only Jack can do this to her.