" No one even fucking likes you!" Yeah I know. Why my life's sucks, I don't know. "Ohh thanks it's not like I didn't notice, Vivian." I said. You know, I really hate every fucking person on this planet.
My parents are no help either. My mom passed about a year and a half ago, and it's never been worse. My dad is disabled, so my older sister and my grandma are my "parent/guardian"
I have my very gay, best friend, Hazel, she will always be there for me no matter who bullies me. I feel that the harder I try to fit in, the harder my life gets. Hazel is bullied a lot also, because she is gay, because she's MY friend.
The reason why everybody hates me, I do not know. I might have an idea though. My older sister is a grade above me, (me in 9th, her in 10th) so she set the role for me at this school. She bullied all people (including me) from ages 8 all the way to colleges students. She's not the nicest person I know.
With all the shit that goes on at home, I don't have time to have a social life, heck who would want to date someone with a family like mine. But the one thing that I'm living for is my younger sister, Allison, 6. Allison supports all of the things I do, and I would do anything to keep her safe. If she was gone I would have to go with her.
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"How can I live like this." I said. I was in band class. "What do you mean, Alex?" Hazel said apologetically. "I mean, Hazel, that I can't go on with life with all the things that I can't change." I said matter-of-factly. "What happened this time?" Hazel said. "My sister got mad and threw scissors at me." I whispered. "Can I punch her in the face!" Hazel said getting up from her seat. "No, she would beat you up as soon as you started walking towards her" I said bringing her back to her seat. "Fine" she murmured.
-----After school-------
"ALEX COME DOWN STARIS NOW!" screamed my grandma. "COMMING" I yelled back. As I grunted down stairs I saw my whole family there: my dad, my two older sisters, and my grandma, no Allison, all solemn.
I knew right away what happened because they had the same faces when mom died. Even though I asked "What's up?"
Silence
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This Is Us (BxB)
RastgeleWhen life for Alex doesn't go right for him, he has to turn to self harming and depression. But when his crush sends an letter showing his condolences for him, he is ecstatic. But with is family after him, he doesn't know how to react This story i...
