I was so miserable
I was against God
never cared
I have been a fraud
I was fucking selfish
tears through sleepless nights
even when my parents were happy
I was the one behind all the fights
No one knows my story
not even my closest friends
I didn't even try
to make amends
with only anger and hatred
I thought about suicide
having no explanation
for all the pain inside
When all was truly lost
I realized what I had done
I was alone and cold
I had no one
I turned to God
and cried
because I was guilty
I have lied
The Lord stood by my side
even when knowing my past
he forgave me
when I once put him last
Things went better
and now I sit here
once thinking I was God
with no more fear
I worship God up above
writing all this down
with his love in my newborn heart
I found my crown
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Poetry[COMPLETED] These are all my own original poems that I have written. You will often find a small message on the last part of the poem where I explain some things about the poem These aren't just lovey dovey sad poems, there is a large variety of poe...
