Over and Done

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I wish I could turn back time
to before it all went wrong
or to that time when I felt
the ashes burning under my feet as I walked through hell

When I was trying to climb the stairs to heaven
feeling the urge to see you once more

For I am only Frankenstein
a monster created by man
my past has made me who I am today
not the nice person you see before you
but the child of Dracula as some could say

You may wipe off my tears
but you will never understand
you may try to protect me
but when you see my real self
you will kill me once more
just like you have before
the fire from hell has burned me back to life
now I walk on this filth of the earth again

The flames from underneath are still inside me
the ice from above is struggling to take over
I want it to
but when I get good news
the happiness gets burned

It seems so clear
behind the wall
but such a fear
I cannot call
I bleed when I cry
not because of cutting
but because I try to rip out my heart
so that I could just forget
So I could start over
So I could turn back time

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Sad, I know...sorry! But anyway, lesson : learn out of your mistakes ( or someone else's ;)

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