Alone

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I read fanfictions

And watch anime

I like creepypasta

But something is different today

I feel off

And very distant

Is it something I said?

Am I being resistant?

What is this depression?

That I have for no reason

Or is it because I do

I just don't want to accept treason

Trust myself?

Not so easy you see

I trust others

Yet they don't trust me

Yes I have strange fears

And maybe a phobia or two

But nobody cares enough to ask

Or get to know me too

They talk about themselves

They don't wanna know

About my life about my story

I am all alone

But it's okay

Anything you want I'll be

After all, everybody needs somebody to talk to

Just...not me

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Wrote this because I find that many people talk to me about their problems and what they struggle with, and not that I'm not supportive...it's just...everyone needs to have someone to talk to...and I'm always the person talking with them about they're life...but no one ever takes interest in mine.

But you know what, it's okay, it doesn't really matter (not said in a depro manner) my life is good as long as I can help and be there for others.

I can't change the past...but I can change my perspective of it. If you've read from top to bottom I am very very thankful, and remember to vote if you can ever relate with a poem! Out ✌

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