\\NEWT IMAGINES AND TBS IMAGINES//

NEWT IMAGINE //SUICIDE\\

I woke up as usual and Minho, Gally, and chuck sat together with one of the benches and ate breakfast before we got to work.

"Have you guys seen Newt by the way?" Minho suddenly asks us. "I haven't seen him today."

It kicks me. I haven't seen him either.

"Nope," said Gally. "I thought he would be with Alby, but it seems like he's sitting alone with Ben today."

We all looked behind us and saw Alby and Ben talking to each other with another bench.

"That's weird," i said. "Isn't he the one who's never late?"

"That's true," Chuck said. "I've never seen him late for anything."

We sat and discussed where he possible could've gone when we suddenly saw Alby and Ben come over to us in a hurry.

"Have you guys maybe seen Newt?" Alby asked us very serious. "I can't seem to find him anywhere."

"No, we actually sat here and talked about it," Minho said. "You couldn't think that.." Minho avoided eye contact with me and looked directly at Alby who shook his head.

"Absolutely not!" He said. "Newt could never do something like that. He's too scared of the grievers."

"Do what?" I asked but got ignored. I felt like there was something everyone knew except me.

"Well, we gotta find him anyway," Alby said. "Get ready to work." Then he and Ben left.

"Seriously Guys, not cool," I said irritated.

"What now?" Gally said.

"I could see that everyone here knew what Minho was talking about, but not me!" I crossed my arms.

"Okay princess," Minho said and leaned in. "Newt once tried to escape the maze Okay."

"But why?"

"We don't know," said chuck, but I could feel there was something they didn't tell me.

"I hate you guys," then I took my plate and gave it to Frypan.

Later that day Minho, Thomas and I got ready to run inside the maze together. As the metal doors slammed open we began to run. I always thought that being a runner was fun and all adventure, but at some point it can be a dangerous job. Minho once got stung where Thomas and I had to carry him. He got fresh again faster a couple of days, but the way he reacted will forever haunt in me to the day I die.

Suddenly we heard a loud and deafening scream not far away.

"Oh shuck!" Minho yelled and we began to run faster towards the loud screams of pain. When we arrived my eyes couldn't take what I just saw.

"Newt!" We yelled at once.

It was Newt who laid down on the ground, he barely couldn't breath and his arms and legs twisted in weird ways.

"Oh my god Newt!" I screamed and jumped over to him. "Breathe!" I said clapping gently on his cheek.

He slowly opened his eyes and smiled weak.

"Love," He said. "What are you doing in here."

I was about to answer when I saw the big blue being around his neck.

"He's been stung!" Thomas said. "Fast, get him up!"

We got him up so he had his arms around Minho and Thomas, I ran in advance seeing if any grievers could attack, but none did and finally we came home with him. He got rushed to the medical shelter where Winston checked on him.

"Good thing you guys found him," he said. "I just finished making another pill, one more day out there and he would've been to one of those cranks."

I breathed relieved.

"What about the broken bones?" Minho asked.

"Don't worry about those. They'll heal."

I couldn't stop noticing Newt staring at me from the little bed.

"Excuse me guys, but can Newt and I get a little privacy?" I asked kindly.

"Sure," they both said.

After they left I sat at the end of the bed looking at him.

"You want an explanation, right?" He asked.

"You're damn right I want that," I said cold.

He sighed.

"Listen y/n... I've never felt like I've belonged in here, I know none of us have, but every time I wake up, not knowing anything from my past, or what will happen in my future.. I'll get crazy."

"And that gives you the right to run off and make us all nervous?" I asked.

"No, but I don't wanna be here anymore. I just.. just wanna die."

I shut up my eyes and looked directly at his sad depressed face, his smiled was long gone and his eyes were in pain.

"Don't you dare say that again," I said and felt my cheeks get hot and felt tears on their way. "No one wants to be here, but that's why Minho, Thomas and I puts our life at risk in that maze every day!"

His eyes turned wet and he looked down.

"We wouldn't do that just so you could jump off a giant fucking wall!"

"Wait, how did u-"

"Shut up," I said. "I'm not stupid! I can guess by how you look that you jumped from it."

Silence.

"And I can understand on the other boys that it's not the first time you've tried!"

Silence again.

"I don't wanna lose you, especially not to that maze!" I said.

He looked deep in my eyes.

"Y/n," he said. "I'm sorry."

I couldn't stop. I jumped into his arms and wrapped my small arms around him. He hugged me tight back. We just sat like that until I released myself and looked in his eyes.

"Don't kill you self stupid."

He smiled and told me: "I won't."