Will I Ever Matter To You?//Ianthony

Chapter 3: Dinner and Fights

ANTHONY'S P.O.V.

Seven days....seven days until I move away. Fifteen days until I get married. It's five p.m. Ian and I filmed our Friday video and now we are in our seperate rooms. Now, I'm just kind of sitting on my bed, deep in thought. It's werid...you know when you just get out of high school and you're just like....shit...what do I do now? Then you realize you don't really want to grow up. It's the same thing here. I think I wanna push back the whole moving and marriage thing. I should probably call Kalel and ask her about that. Oh shit....she's probably gonna yell at me. Oh well, let's try this. I pick up my phone and dial Kalel's number. Ring one, ring two.... "Hello?" Kalel's voice answers. "Hey babe, how are you?" I ask. "Alright....what's up?" She asks. "I think I want to push back the move...and the marriag-" "What?!? But....everything is already planned! We can't just do that!" Before I can say anything, she sighs. "You know what. Fine! Whatever!" With that, Kalel hung up. Well, that could've gone worse. My stomach growls. Damn, I'm hungry. I guess I was too deep in thought to notice. Maybe I should go out and get dinner. Does Ian want to come? Probably. He must be starving. He didn't eat breakfast or lunch. Now that I think of it, Ian really hasn't been eating much lately...wonder why.....

IAN'S P.O.V.

I hear a knock at my door. "Come in," I say. Anthony opens the door. "Hey, I was about to get dinner....wanna come? You must be hungry," Anthony asks me. "No, it's okay," I put on another fake smile. "C'mon, I'll pay. Besides, you didn't eat anything all day....please?" He asks me, sounding a little desperate. "Alright...." I sigh. Anthony smiles. Aww, his smile is literally amazing. I don't mean to sound cheesy but it lights up the room. I get up and we both put on our shoes. After that, we get in Anthony's car and drive to the restaurant. 

-AFTER A LONG, BORING CAR RIDE-

I close my car door and we walk into the restaurant. It's nothing fancy, but it's no fast food place. Dammit...why did I say I would go? I'm fat enough already. Anthony's talking to the hostess right now. After a few moments, she leads us to our table and we sit down. The hostess gives us our menus then leaves. "So...what do you think you're gonna get?" Anthony asks me. "Not sure, maybe just an appetizer....I'm not that hungry," I reply. "Do you feel under the weather man? You haven't been eating that much lately...," Anthony asks. "Yeah, that must be it," I say, thankful that he came up with an excuse for me. "What was that last part?" He asks. "I said yeah, just a bit," I answer, louder so he can hear. "Alright then....do you want to go home? I mean, if you're not feeling up for dinner-" "No, no. It's fine," I smile at him. Fake. That's how I always feel. Completely fake. Fake smiles, fake laughs, fake emotion, fake happiness. Yet, I don't cut. I really do not see how that makes people feel better but....that's just my viewpoint. "Alright then," Anthony smiles, picking up his menu again.

-AFTER DINNER-

I had just a small salad. That's all I need. Anyways, Anthony told me that he's pushing the marraige and move back! Well, that's the good news anyways. The bad news is Kalel has been calling him NON-STOP. Right now, Anthony and I are in the car. He decided to finally call Kalel back. I'm rolling my eyes in my head. I need to tell him that Kalel is cheating on him....otherwise it might be too late.

ANTHONY'S P.O.V.

"Hey um....Anthony?" Ian says, right before I'm about to call Kalel. "Yeah?" I answer. "I should tell you something about Kalel...." Ian replies, kind of quietly. "What would I not know?" I ask. I mean, Kalel and I have told everything about eachother, to eachother. What the hell would Ian know about her? "She....she...well...I've seen her with other g-" "What?!" I exclaim. How the hell could she do this to me? I don't get it.  It doesn't make sen-wait. Of course it doesn't make sense. "You're lying," I mumble, angrily. "Listen...I know that it might be ha-" I cut off his sentence. "No! YOU listen to ME. Kalel wouldn't ever do that! You're just jealous!" I yell at him. "I thought you were suppose to be my best friend!" I yell at him even louder than before. "I-I am your best friend, I'm just trying to tell you before yo-you get m-marrieed," Ian stutters. "No...you're not," I pull my car over. "Get out," I mumble, anger rushing through me. Ian hides his face and gets out of my car without question.

IAN'S P.O.V.

Tears well in my eyes. "H-how could he...say that?" I whisper to myself, tears streaming down my face. Anthony's never snapped at me like that before. I'm only trying to protect him....can't he see that? I guess not... Yes, I know....I'm a wimp for crying about this but, I feel like I just completely lost my best friend. All because of Kalel. The tears start coming down faster. "Goddammit!" I scream in frustration, punching the wall of the building next to me. I wince in pain "Fuck... that hurt..." I mumble. I'm positive I lost my best friend. Anthony probably hates me....and the worst part of all of this? I still love him.

(A/N) WELL THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY (in my opinion)