Will I Ever Matter To You?//Ianthony

Chapter 1: Notes

(A/N) NOTE: Read the note slow for better effect.

Dear Anthony,

So...I wrote this note to you because...I can't face you when I say this. I'm just gonna come straight out with it. It's also the reason why I broke up with Melanie. I love you and...seeing you with Kalel kills me. It's hard to explain. Remember when I told you I've always wanted to go to Japan? Then you took Kalel there...and that wasn't the worst part...you proposed. Sure....I've tried my best to be happy for you but I just can't. You can't see her the way I do. Or anyone else does. I guess you're just too in love. But...I know things you don't Anthony. You would be surprised. Kalel...cheats on you. I've seen it happen before. This is going to sound crazy but, once she tried to kiss me. When I rejected her, she was mad and she still is. Kalel's offended. I rejected her because I couldn't do that to you. I've tried writing this note many times, but every single time was a failure. This one will probably end up in the trash as well. I guess this is my goodbye note to you Anthony. Since, Kalel wants you to move away with her and get married. I know you don't believe me, or like me... (which I understand...who would?) but....I want you to know I care about you. I'll always be there for you if you need me. But for now this is goodbye. Take care of yourself okay?

-Ian

I crumpled the note up in my hand and threw it across the room. Goddammit. Why can't I just grow a pair and give one of these many notes to Anthony? Anthony's moving away, getting married...and there's nothing I can do about it.

(A/N) Yes I know I'm still working on another Ianthony fanfiction but that one is coming to an end (eventually). So, I wrote this chapter before I forgot about it. Thanks for reading! Please leave your opinion below.